Showing posts with label Him. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Him. Show all posts

Friday, 18 July 2014

致所有批评我的人~~

怎么说呢.....有些事就是嘴巴说不出....没有亲自经历过也不知道.....没站在各个角度也不了解....

我是怎样的人...我自己知道...我经历了什么...我还记得....没有理由凭一个不熟悉又不了解实情的人来评断我是怎样的一个人....

缺爱? 你怎么知道? 我怎么个缺爱法? 就连父母都说我开朗了很多我怎么个缺爱法....了解我的朋友也支持我我又怎么个缺爱法? 我有父母姐姐朋友我又怎么个缺爱法? 有他不是因为缺爱, 我不会因为寂寞难耐而谈恋爱..

对待爱情如衣服, 厌倦就将它换了? 对爱情没有责任? 你又怎么知道? 我真诚地看待每一段爱情..即使在一起半年就有很多问题解决不了我还是一样..即使说了又说都无心解决, 回避问题, 拖了又拖, 还是坚持了那么久....到最后懒得吵架, 也没人努力维持了, 难道还要死撑不放? 从来都不是因为厌倦, 只是当一次次地说出了问题被忽略, 我值得活得更开心...

是, 相隔7-8个月罢了...不过我选择了活得更开心, 如果因为这样就说我不懂得爱情, 那对不起, 我真的无能为力..我只能说..我有努力经营一段感情..不过不是每一件事努力了就会有相对的或理想的回报..

这些通通都是过去...我会怀念...不过我更珍惜当下...几乎两年的感情...就把它珍藏在心里好了...现在的我该好好经营现在这段感情...

Saturday, 12 April 2014

放手

不清楚怎么到这个地步
也许是累积
也许你以前不够爱我
也许我现在不爱你了
也许我是冷血的
也许我们不适合
也许我们注定只是过客

很爱过
很痛过
是时候快乐过生活
对不起我无法给你任何的希望
对不起我无法再让你开心
对不起我只能这么做

祝你幸福
还有
谢谢你

Tuesday, 1 April 2014

#March2014

March starts off with hectic schedules, practices, final year project and all...But ends with lots of entertainment, outing and fun. Filled with laughter, sadness but I'm happy to say that I survive it all..xD Mentally and physically tired, makes me miss my family even more. Too bad I can't go back for the whole March. Looking forward to the mid term break!! I miss you all!!! :P

1) Free Hugs

It's an activity organised by the drama teacher to let us feel the love and spread love to others...or something like this..xD It's quite new to me so I joined lar with Fong Ling...xD Held at Jonker Street, I drove there with some friends and finally found the 物物交换馆. Met everyone there and finally we went and did our mission!!
I think it's a good experience lar..xD Overall...xD Papa mama jie jie I miss you guys so let's hug when I get back yea!! :P

Can you spot me? :P
Went to buy some foods for the potluck later. And ate sotong kangkung. Not that nice but nvm lar..xD Had lots of fun!! xD

2) Dance Practice

Taught couple dance...Hmm...xD For prom night...So quite a success lar..xD I thought it would be really hard to teach but actually it's kinda fun!! ^^

3) Drama Dance Practice

For drama, I join the dance crew hahahaha!!! So we had our 1st practice and the teacher taught us some nice warm up exercises...xD It's nice being a student instead of the 1 teaching...xD

And it's frustrating when some don't take it seriously during self-practice....

4) Koreana

So we went to Koreana...xD It's kinda sudden as Fong Ling jio us at noon and we went for dinner!!! We don't have birthday celebration as reason for this semester so we find chance to go out together..xD
Me!!! The 1st time I wore this pair of earrings...Thanks to my sis!! xD
Fong Ling, Xyndy, Shu Yuan and Chui Wei!!

Me and Chui Wei!!

It's nice!! Koreana is a place where me and Fong Ling keep on recommending others to go..xD This time finally we ate like ngam ngam hou...xD And it's nice to dress up nicely with a group of ladies..xD Hahaha!!!

5) Prom Dance Practice

Please don't misinterpret what I want to express. And I'm grateful that you would want to explain stuff to me as I really would think a lot if you don't.

6) Meeting

I don't mean to fang kong twice..>.< Please forgive me hahahaha....And some were being so sarcastic I don't even feel like listening....>.<

7) Koreana

This time is with my sis's friend, a dentist..xD Actually we wanted to discuss about my broken retainer...And I wanted to treat him dinner to thank him, who knows turned out he belanja me...Thanks lar!!

I ate a lot...and we really talked a lot...xD I know he can talk, but I don't know we could talk so much..xD I ate till so full and he still made me laughed untill beh teng beh teng hahahaha!!!!! Nice talking to you Mr Dentist..xD

8) Dance Practice

Went to a new restaurant at Bukit Beruang to try their charcoal pork burger...I think it's quite normal lar..maybe because I've tried a few at Puchong...xD

Made a wrap for the dentist as I paiseh he treat me the day before..xD Who knows he didn't realize that I put salmon in it...And he thought I'm angry...or maybe he just feel like treating me back so he bought sushi for me..xD So I don't need to wake up early at 6++am just to prepare lunch that day!!! xD Thanks so much!!

9) Saturday Outing

After bought vege at AEON, went to dinner at Wa Zen as Sushi Mentai is closed...T.T sad case sad case..>.<

10) Dinner + Supper

Went to Bahai Center with Fong Ling, Xyndy and Ong. Went for free dinner hahahaha...>.< And for the 2nd round, Sushi Mentai is closed again...so we went to Pak Putra Naan until 10pm!! Nice sitting there and gossiping hahahaha!!! And my garlic double cheese naan is really great!! 1st time trying their tandoori chicken..xD

11) Pre-dinner + Supper

Had dinner early at 4pm at SpringHills...xD Not bad..xD Later went to dance practice and a new guy came..He learn popping and teaches others at campus...so we learnt a lil from him lar..xD

Elly jio me together for supper as I said I'm hungry...due to early dinner..>.< At first we wanna go to paro cafe...but too many people and I paiseh too lar..xD So supper at D Puteh!!!! Too bad no otak-otak no mango juice....I don't know why I went there without eating otak otak..:'(

12) Dance Practice + Gossip

Went to drama practice after dance practice...Gossip gossip...xD jason played guitar...xD It's quite fun..:P

13) Eggxtra + Wazen

I've been saying wanna eat Wa Zen as I have a few more stickers to complete...So we went there at 11am, and turned out Wa Zen open at 12pm..=.=''' So we had breakfast at Eggxtra which located just a few shops away from Wa Zen!!
Me and Wei Jie ended up ordered 5 choices of the breakfast and JJ and Chui Wei 3 choices each...I quite love the ratatouille there although it's a lil too salty...xD

After breakfast...we straightaway went to Wa Zen for lunch..=.=''' Hahahaha!! And we sat beside a table of 3 guys...who talked without caring we were there...xD hahahaha!!! Went to taklimat after lunch!! Happy meal with coursemates!!

14) Ah Tang cooking!!!

I agreed to go this time!!! At 1st I thought I wanna go back Puchong..:'( Mummy said don't don't hahahaha!!! So ended up I went for ah tang cooking hahahaha!!!! Ah tang and jared came to fetch me and another guy...to Elly house!!

And Tutti Frutti bought by Hadi...xD He promised to treat me tutti frutti since ages ago...and honestly I don't mind if he doesnt treat me lar..xD But...Thanks so much!!! I enjoyed the tutti frutti a lot!!! xD

So we had grilled lamb and chicken that night...Cheesy potato wedges, mashed potatoes and salad!!!! It's delicious although I can't really eat much meat...xD

15) Supper after dance practice

It's quite sudden as I'm in the mood of having heart to heart session hahahaha!!!!! And I'm hungry too..xD Saw some friends...xD And no otak otak again why why why!!! But did eat leko though...xD And the same normal experience while eating at mamak : cockroach....grrr...they are everywhere!!!! Thanks for stepping on it hahahahaha!!!!!!! I'm that cruel..xD

16) Final meeting with drama team and Sing K

So our spring fest drama had met a few problems, and finally decided to postpone until 20th of Sept...We had our final meeting and took lots of photo...xD
Teacher and Drama committee

Dancers and actors..xD

Everyone!!! Without committee..>.<
With teacher!! xD 
It's quite a happy ending for now...xD Although we didnt get to perform but stuff that we had learnt will always stay with us..^^ Went to sing K after that with drama teacher...xD

17) Movie Day!!

Went for Captain America!!!! I fetched Jared and CY but since they are so gentleman Jared be the driver...xD Captain America is quite nice...xD Except that it's the 1st time I sit beside peoples that I don't really know...hahahaha..>.< Met May Ling and Su Yi!! So ngam..:P

Dinner at Kota Laksamana!! So ngam May Ling and Su Yi had dinner nearby...too bad we didn't yumcha together lar...xD Talked until 1am...wow...xD Some relationship advices I've heard...xD

18) Swimming Day!!

So I didn't go for jogging up Bukit Beruang with them, but joined them after that for swimming!!! 1st time I ever swim at Melaka...and it's at UG, where Xyndy stays...xD It's quite nice lar but my arms really hurt...:'(

Had dinner at 斋馆..xD These two days I can't eat much as my stomach feels unwell...haiz...so kesian..>.< it's so rare for me to eat outside..>.< Thanks ding dong for treating us!!

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I really like teaching and seeing them did couple dance. They are all really sweet I envy them..xD Although some cannot follow the music, some are a lil stiff...but it's really nice seeing them dancing together...All that lil details that they show during dancing is something that I never really feel before..Wish you guys all the best and stay sweet..=D

I had the most enjoyable weekend for the last weekend of March!! Normally I would just stay at home and do my stuff, final year project and all, but this time I chose to enjoy myself and join different group of friends..xD It turned out okay..xD I'm happy..^^

Closure...Finally I'm able to do that...I don't ever want us to turn out like this but I truly believe this is for the best...Time will be the best healer and I can only hope for the best for both of us...

Saturday, 8 March 2014

#February2014

So fast and February ended.....February was a good month, with CNY and sem break filled almost half of the month...xD And this year CNY is the most wonderful and enjoyable CNY I ever had!!!! xD Previous years I always stayed at Kedah, looking at laptop and all..This year? We get to go here and there and I love it!!! ^^

1) CNY at Kedah

Went back at 初一 and stuck in the jam for 6.5 hours...=.=''' Even R&R was full of cars..>.< So happy to see my cousins!! xD

初二 we had steamboat!!!! But actually the whole week we had steamboat....=.='''

初三 we celebrated Hui Ying's birthday at Pacific Mall..xD It's a very small mall, so we sat at McD and talked...:P
Birthday cake!!! xD And instax photo that we asked strangers to help us take..xD
A lil CNY decoration thr..xD

初四 We went to beris lake vineyard, located at....somewhere of Kedah...xD It's amazing right our country can grow grapes..xD Oh, and I fell sick that day, so I look quite pale..>.<
Group Photo without my dad...

Cousin, Sis, Kima, Popo, Yiyi, Mama..xD

Papa!!

Mama!!

Sis!!
Me!!
We used a small scissor to cut the grapes..xD Quite expensive for 1kg, RM50 if I'm not mistaken..>.<
Papa Mama and sis behind..xD

The view is really pretty!!

RM6 entrance fees for adult!!
We went to Gunung Jerai!! Before that, we went for lunch. Totally no appetite to eat..On the way to Gunung Jerai, I slept on my mum's shoulder...xD Really headache plus I had fever..>.<
With cousins!!


Beautiful girls and pretty flowers..xD

I love you all, including the photographer..xD

Pattern...xD

Without Dad

Without Yiyi

初五 onwards we had sing k session at home..xD Charlotte kept asking me to accompany her to sing Frozen OST...xD And my other cousin Yi Ling sang too!! xD But I'm sick, so my voice all tak boleh dengar..>.<

初六 We went to the hui an CNY dinner...xD We went there almost every year..xD And I get a RM5 lucky draw...xD

初七 We went to Penang for a one day trip. It all began when I ask my dad whether he wanna go to Penang or not. And after asking, about 10++ of us went there together!!



Omg...My younger cousins..She's only 12 years old..T.T



Damn ugly my face..xD
With Dad!! xD
Went to Art is Rubbish is Art. To Escape Park but didn't play inside. To Butterfly farm but I didn't go in too...xD To Tanjung Rhu for awhile and got charged RM5 parking fees.




Found inside the toilet of the Butterfly farm..xD
Butterfly farm..xD

And dinner!! Sotong Kangkung!! Won't ever forget you...:P


初八 This is the first time I ever 拜天宫...xD Always go back home before 初八. And it's really tiring and smoky...xD

Went back to Puchong at 初九..^^

2) Setiawalk with sis and her friend

My sis's patient wanted to come to see the Grand Shanghai theme food court at Setiawalk..xD So I accompanied her and went to Setiawalk!! For N-th times...=.='''

After took some pics at the food court, we went to Bad Boy Cooks for dinner..Surprisingly I talked quite a lot too..=.=''' And Starbucks for the 2nd round..:P Thanks for belanja dinner!! xD

3) Melaka

Went to Melaka as my sis wanted to come here to celebrate Sush's birthday..xD And she and her friend were staying at my house..xD After arrived at MC, we went to Aeon to shop for ingredients..xD


Cooked tomato spicy prawn? =.=''' And made EASY no bake chocolate cheese cake...It's not easy at all lor!!! Especially we don't have the machine to mix the whipped cream and the sugar...

Went for a hair cut at De Reve..RM48...A lil too expensive but I don't care as I was desperate to get my hair cut shorter and to wash my oily hair...xD After the hair cut we went to Koreana for dinner, and I bought kimchi back to Puchong..xD

Went to Sush's house for cake..xD HAHAHA!! And her dad let us played the coloured brain and determined what colour brain are us...Mine is green, same as my sis, which has the characteristics of talking fast, cannot connect the dots, can do things fast, and some other I've already forgotten..=.=''' Basically I think it's quite true..xD hahaha!! xD

And I was really really tired already but my sis's senior doctor came...And so weird I can joke with him...=.=''' And he said I'm 38...=.='''


The next day we woke up early to prepare tomato bruschetta, egg in baguette and potato salad!!! And for lunch, we reheat the kimchi jigae from yesterday's Koreana, and also ratatouille...Our special ratatouille..:P

4) Mid Valley with sis and her friends

At first I went there, and wanted to enjoy Starbucks while waiting for my mum, and we will have dinner together. Who knows my mum didn't know that I won't be following my sis to her gathering and went to dinner with her friends..=.=''' So I went to Plan B and so ngam my sis and her friends were there..xD
Not my cup of tea..>.<
5) Valentine's Day

So Ong came and find me...And we had yee tou mai as brunch...xD After that, we went to Setiawalk for movie "The Journey"..xD I never know that it's a movie starred by a not-malaysian guy..xD So handsome..xD

Went to The Journey Cafe for late lunch..xD We used our movie tickets to redeem two scoops of ice cream!! xD And I'm tired, so I slept outside the cinema...=.=''' For about 1 hour I think..xD Hahaha!!! Like this also can hor..=.='''

Went to Juice fruitz because I don't see anybody ever visited that shop..>.< But it's actually quite comfy inside, with games to play and all..xD

Went to Hometown steamboat for dinner...And heavy rain started to pour down...=.='''

6) Yumcha and Dinner

Before Alezender invited me to his barbecue lamb event, I've already call them out to yumcha...So yumcha at Food Talk in the afternoon and dinner at Alezender's house..xD Played those games again hahahaha!!!! Never get tired of it..xD This time NJ and Bear bear joined us..xD

Barbecue lamb at Alezender's house!! xD Han Hong fetched me there after the yumcha..xD Luckily I went with him...Paiseh to go there alone..:P Had Kit Kats from Japan and Sake I think..xD Wow...just a few sip my face turned red already..=.=''' Iven and Daphne had the dark chocolate kit kat..xD Played Merlin...xD

7) Back to Melaka

Sem break is over....I drove to Melaka with my mum and Chui Wei..xD Went to MC after that while Ong was there waiting for us..Mum couldn't buy an earlier bus ticket, so we went to satay celup together as dinner..xD After that, we went to Aeon and my mum even bought Zucchini back to Puchong..xD Rushed back to MC and luckily my mum managed to get in the bus on time..xD

Had kimchi and maggi by Chui Wei as supper..xD Thanks for the maggi!! xD Watched About Time and the badminton match of Lin Dan and Lee Chong Wei..xD

8) Dance Club Reunion Dinner

Had reunion dinner with dance club member at Bei Zhan!! So nice!! I never went there before, Han Yang fetched me and Jared and we were the 1st to arrive there..=.='''
The girls!!
Separated into 2 tables..xD
Yum Seng!! xD
With Hayden!!
Committee..xD
Overall the foods over there are really nice...And not really expensive too..xD So we went for 2nd round at Justberry..:P Place for desserts..xD

Leng luis...xD
The 3rd round at iTango!! Sing K!! Finally I've witnessed how this bunch of people sing..xD Really pro..xD Especially "What The Fox Say" xD HAHAHA!!! Thanks for the wonderful outing!!

9) Dad's birthday!!

Went back to Puchong!! However my dad couldn't fetch me, so I took KTM to Mid Valley, had starbucks at Borders and walked around Mid Valley alone...Decided to buy Alexis's cakes!! xD

We hoped you love the cake..:P Although we didn't really have a proper celebration, we love you papa!! ^^


Went to Old Town the next day..xD Just a small family gathering...xD

10) Aeon and Jonker Walk

Finally I had Aeon card from my mum hahahaha!! xD And it's a Sunday..So we went to Jonker for dinner...xD Asam Pedas Prawn..xD

11) Spring fest drama practice

It's quite fun actually...with lots of games to train our teamwork, our vocals and many stuff..My body feels kinda pain after continuous practice for a few days..>.< Scared about the acting part lar...So I choose to be dancer only..xD

A really really busy February as I'm involved in Spring Fest Drama...All is Well..=)