Wednesday, 1 January 2014

2013 这一年

其实还有一个 #December2013 还没 post 的....不过算了..xD 那个迟些有空再补上...xD

2013 本是不错的一年, 因为是我迈向2字头的一年...:P 20 岁的我, 在这2013年好像长大了哦!! xD 做了很多以前没做的, 也开始想着未来了..^^
和一位4年没见的朋友吃饭..xD 我们是在 IBM EXITE Camp 认识的...^^ 很高兴她主动约我出来聚一聚..^^

过后就是两位朋友的 Farewell Party 啦...还蛮熟的朋友...=( 去美国读书...其中一位看到我拿 Coach 的 handbag 还说改次买一个给我哈哈哈!! ^^

还有也第一次走了 Bukit Beruang 山...xD 啊就一次罢了...xD 真的没想要再爬了啦..>.< 很斜很斜啊...膝盖痛啊又老了一岁不能这样了啦..xD

跳过新年啦...4月第一次 Internship...>.< 真不幸运啊进了一间那样的公司....什么正经事都没做成天叫我们打电话这个那个的...>.< 不过比较好的是和几位朋友一起做, 午餐可以一起在 Mid Valley 吃好料, 时不时又有朋友陪我留下来等妈妈陪我讲心事...=D 还是有开心的...xD 一个人时还时常去 Borders 读故事书..^^ 读了好多哦....超开心的...xD 故事书都不用买了...:P
然后就是包括 Internship 总共放了半年假啊.....从4月到9月...虽然4月到6月都在 internship...xD 不过还真的放了好长好长的假期.....这长长的假期...中间我去了 Phuket...xD 还是特地请一天假去的...xD 再来就是下了马六甲几次...见见某人这样...xD
过后这一定要说的就是我吃了人生的第一个 Pavlova!!!! 就在 Alexis!! 让我对它印象深刻!!!! 超超好吃的!!!!! 我一定会回去再光顾的...xD
啊还有最最重要的竟然忘了写!!!! Langkawi 之旅啊!!! 和大学一班朋友一起去的!! 很开心一起搭飞机去到那里还玩了水上游戏..^^
还有就是要开学时去了韩国!! xD 哈哈哈...超开心的...xD 喜欢吃的泡菜可以天天吃到...xD 然后去的时候又是夏天, 不需要包得好像裹粽子这样了...xD

还有就是担任了UTeM 中华文化学会的舞蹈班班长....xD 就只是小小的班长这样啦...xD 我其实很没有信心要当的啦.....不过想试试看...^^ 结果....还不错啦...xD 就只是忙了很多这样...>.< 加上 diploma 最后一年了嘛....唉....>.<

结果就目前为止在 UTeM 表演了4次...好多啊!!! 中秋晚会, 毕业典礼,  Peace Week 和 Sky Crescendo 的创作歌曲比赛...xD 虽然表情还是很木讷...不过会努力努力再努力的!! xD 然后就开会了一次....紧张死我了...谁都不认识..>.<

再来还有看朋友比赛吧...xD 打羽毛球比赛还有篮球比赛....搞得我现在黑到不像人啊!!!! >.< 不过还蛮值得的...因为真的很好看啊!!! xD

之前还有一个小插曲...啊其实是蛮大的..>.< 然后把本来很不愉快的 2013 变成了很累的 2013...不过却变得更幸福了...如果是以前的话...哈哈哈...人很犯贱的啦...:P 坏时就不顾一切的爱...好了的时候却....唉....唯有留到 2014 再慢慢想咯...

嘿嘿...才记得漏了一样...xD 我竟然帮朋友的 project 当女主角啊!! 啊就我一个人的 video 啦其实...=.=''' 哈哈哈!! 不过我本来就胆小又不敢在陌生人面前坐这些事的...xD 突破自己也帮到朋友!! ^^

在31/12/2013, 我们组还要 present 我们的 project...>.< 忙了很久, 也创下我本身的记录...6点早上才睡觉...=.=''' 总之就完成了啦!! xD 一点都没有 new year feel 啊!!! >.< 不过还是有玩了小小的烟花哈哈哈!!!!

希望2014会更好...=) 谢谢所有陪我过了2013的家人朋友...^^ 2013充满了日常生活的悲伤和偶尔的快乐还有更大的责任....哈哈哈!!! 我可以做得更好!! 21 岁的自己一定会更好!!

Thursday, 26 December 2013

夜深人静...

现在快凌晨了..也不算是夜深哦...xD 只是在这种时候...特别会想东西吧...

最近真的不知道自己应该干嘛才对...总觉得做什么都不对...可是又好像是对的...心烦意乱...我只是不想再烦这些了...不想再回首过去几乎两年为了一个人一直哭的日子...不想心情啊..思绪啊..都跟着一个人走..只是想静下来..一个人..

我感觉到你不爱我了...我感觉到我们慢慢放下了...之前的伤心早就不在乎了...可是不爱了...我不能忽视...我曾经写过...2013年的我要学会不在乎你的不在乎...我做到了...你呢? 我之前再之前就有跟你说了我不开心...我不是一辈子都一定会跟你的...你不珍惜我我总有一天是会变的...结果这一天就这样到了...

结果你360度大转变...我从来没想过你会这样...忽然你变成了一个很细心体贴很爱很爱我的人...如果你以前这样...或许不需要到这样...有这样的一半...我就不会变了...为什么要这样转变? 事情到这个地步是有原因的...而我也累了...为什么不能就干脆恨我好了...为什么要搞得现在如此的狼狈...为什么现在会比之前的累还要累一百倍...

我以为的解脱...变成了现在这样...你过分的关心...我去哪做啥你都要知道...而我也需要时时刻刻告诉你不要想太多...叫你读书...要早点睡...

现在不想想太多...我对你好你对我好...就像平常...过后假期有空再慢慢想...慢慢看看自己内心是怎样想的...你有没有你想象中那么爱我...而我有没有想象中的打从心底放下了...

2013 年...就要这样结束了...好累...也好幸福...
一起搓汤圆...一起煮东西吃...一起速战速决的逛街...
有你对我好...我很幸福...你也是要幸福...=)

Tuesday, 17 December 2013

#November2013

It's been a hectic month, I barely had enough time to sleep.....xD Hahaha!!! But I have time for dancing, movie, hangout....xD I always love November...xD

1) Queennie's 21st B'day Party

Queennie is 1 of my oldest friend...xD We used to dance ballet together, 38 together...xD Hahaha!!!
Photobooth!! xD
It's so nice that she had photobooth at her party!!! xD Lots of props you can choose to use and there is a machine, you just stand in front of the machine and touch the screen, it will countdown from 5 and your photo is taken!! xD It's nice!! It's my 1st time trying out this machine and those props...xD
Yuan and Sis!! xD Elegant white is the theme!! xD
It's so nice that Queennie's mum prepared Kelantan laksa!! It's my 1st time trying that and it tastes amazing!!! xD I even ate almost 2 bowls...xD Luckily my tummy didn't appear as I'm wearing a tight dress...xD
My ballet teacher, Miss Yip is the 1 on the left..xD with Queennie...xD So cute right!! xD
With Queennie's mum too!! xD
OOTD!! xD hahahaha!!! Act cute somemore...=.=''' The heels are super high that I felt so pain after about 1 hr plus...>.<

Happy Birthday Queennie!!! xD Love you so so much...:P

2) Pas de deux

So I've always wanted to try out pas de deux...I know this can't really be categorized as pas de deux...but at least I get to try out some of the moves, and poses with a friend...xD It's my birthday present according to him...=.=''' Hehehe....but still...happy already...xD

3) Birthday Celebration

I've posted about this before...so hehehe...skip this part!! ^^

4) MUET

Like finally I've finished my MUET!!!! xD For the last 3 papers, we took it at dewan besar...It's really cold inside, and it affected us really much when we were doing writing paper..xD My hands keep on shaking...xD But....haiz....now we can only wait patiently for the result...xD Don't ask me about my MUET result if it comes out already....I don't think it will be good hahahaha!!!! xD

5) Labtest After Effect

What is labtest after effect? It's an after effect due to the high possibility of getting low marks in labtest...xD Hahahaha!!! Our game programming labtest was...not to say hard, it's quite hard...but if you have time you can finish it all...It required us to do so much stuff in just 2 hours...So after that labtest, we went crazy by going to Melaka Mall and watched "The Hunger Games : Catching Fire" xD Before that, we had our lunch at Secret Recipe!!

Vegetarian Soba!! xD
We used the WeChat apps and get 2 cakes for 1 cake price!! xD
It's a fun day...xD Get to eat until full full and finally watched a movie that WE wanted to watch for so long...^^

6) Video/Photo Shooting


Hahaha!! My leg!! xD I helped out a friend by being their main character (okay, no other character except me...=.=''') in their video for their project...xD I didn't really selca as makeup already took almost 3 hours and I'm exhausted...xD And the whole shooting process was quite fun..xD They are super friendly too...xD

So this was how my November ended...Hmm...There was something too....but it's not officially happened during November so I will just leave it until #December...xD I've been really lazy in updating blog.....hopefully I won't lose all my passion in this...xD

Sunday, 24 November 2013

Blessed 20th Birthday~~!!

Finally I turned 20 officially!! xD Guess this indicates a new start of my life..xD This is the first time I'll be at Melaka on my birthday. So my family celebrated with me before the actual date. ^^

1) Family Celebration

We went to Levain!! It's famous for its pastry and cakes..xD But before that, we went for a movie, "Thor 2" !! I think it's better than the 1st 1 and it's quite hilarious..xD
My dad suggested that we go to Levain, as he went there before and personally thinks that Levain serves good pastry..xD It is a banglo with nice environment so I guess that's why many people love to go there. That day was just too crowded that I simply overlooked the surroundings. >.< Maybe I will go back again..xD
I'm so excited when I saw Pavlova!!!! As I tried before Alexis's Pavlova, I've always wanted to try pavlova again!!! xD Walked around and saw so many pastry..xD I'm not really a fan of pastry, but I still love to eat cakes..xD
The round round 1 is my Pavlova!! xD Although doesn't taste as nice as Alexis's..

My sis chose Green Tea Tiramisu while my cousin chose Half-Baked Cheese!! ^^ Dad chose lots and lots of breads...xD Hahahaha!! We chose Vegetarian Aglio Olio Spaghetti and Creamy Mushroom Spaghetti too!! I think the spaghetti is just enough for 1 person, but we were sharing between 6 person, so....it's a lil insufficient..>.<
Cousin, sis and dad!! xD So cute lar my dad!! xD
I love you all!! ^^ <3 <3
Photo Session!!! xD Took lots of pictures!! xD Wore a nice dress that I bought with Ong..xD I think it's a lil too over but my dad said that if I didn't wear nice clothes and dress now then gonna wait till when only wear it..xD

Went to Golden Spoon Pan Mee for 2nd round..xD Pastry is just not enough as lunch..xD Hahaha!!!

Pretty Ladies~~ Thanks to the handsome photographer....xD
Thanks for the celebration!!!  I love you all so much...^^

2) Celebration at Melaka

Wonder whether I should call it a celebration with who, as it was suggested by my sis, cake bought by him, and it occurred in my house with my housemates and my sis's friends..xD

It was a day before my real birthday...I had dance practice at campus and I reached home at about 11++pm..It's quite late already so I just took a shower and washed my hair. While I finished changing clothes inside my room, my sis won't let me out!! Ohh, forgot to mention that my sis came to Melaka with me..^^ So after awhile, she came in and talked to me and I saw her friends at the living room..xD And so coincidentally her friend is just staying right opposite my house..xD So we talked for a while and suddenly they turned off the lights and he came out with a birthday cake..xD I know they were planning something but I'm genuinely shocked that he was already in the house..xD I thought he's going to appear from outside the house or what..xD
My hair is so WET!!! And he looks more tired than me...xD
So nice of you guys to take picture of me while my hair is so wet..HAHAHA!!! >.< Thanks yea!!! And thanks him for the cake..xD Thanks my sis for suggesting and planned this with him...xD Love you all!! :P

3) Celebration with him

Actually it's not really a celebration, just a special day to hangout together...As we always cook our own dinner, finally it's the day where we get to eat some ho liao outside!! xD It's my actual birthday and it's a Tuesday!! He had class until 6pm, so what I do is...spend my day with my sis and our friends, Mean Bei and Mean Shan!! xD
A small part of Dim Sum that we ordered!!
I only knew my class cancel in the morning, so I joined my sis and Mean Bei for dim sum breakfast!! xD It's quite nice, except that I'm not used to put parking coupon at the area so I kena my 1st saman..>.< Paid for RM10 only..xD Back to my house and chit-chatted together..xD And visited MMU!! :P

Met Mean Shan there, and we accompanied Mean Shan to have her lunch. MMU is really crowded as there are many activities held at the student lounge I think...It's to introduce new students at MMU about some club activities..xD

After their class, I fetched them to my house to enjoy some...erm...kimchi wrap with lettuce..xD They bought some fruits for us and I happen to ask my friends to buy Klebang Coconut Shake for them!! xD It's really fun just to eat together and talked to each other..:P Paiseh lar...no picture as pictures are at my sis's Ipad..>.<

After preparing and finally off to his house and fetched my friends back and my sis to Melaka Sentral, I'm so shocked at what he wore!!! Particularly because we look like this!!!!
Is it mere coincidence? HAHAHA...>.< We looked so funny together, we didn't even plan to wear like this together..>.< Went for dinner at Kensington and "Ender's Game"!! Kensington is okay, price is still okay..xD Ender's Game is quite nice, except I somehow think that the climax is not enough oomph..>.<


Look so dark here..xD Kensington!!
Appetizer...I love sotong...xD


4) Celebration with Dance Club

Hahaha!!! >.< This occurs 1 day after my birthday...It was quite shocking...I totally didn't see this coming...xD So I had dance practice with some friends...And we just keep dancing...I never sense something was wrong, until suddenly Ong came in with a birthday cake and they started to sing birthday song...xD HAHAHA!!!!
Stole from Hayden's Insta...xD 
Ong met one of them at the stairs and been forced to present the cake to me hahahaha!!!! Thanks for buying the cake and celebrate with me wor!! ^^ Although we didn't know each other for long, but still, thanks yea!! ^^ And I really love the cake..xD It's nice!! xD

5) Celebration with THE GALS!!

This happened on Friday..xD All of my Friday class cancelled, so we spent time to dress up and make up hahahahaa!!!! The 1st time I make up not because of performance..xD It's just light make up with mascara and BB cream..xD So we went to Wazen for some Japanese Cuisine...xD Too bad Michelle can't attend..>.<
Before going out!! xD
It's really nice as we booked a room and we can selca as much as we like in the room..:P And the price is not really expensive!! We each ordered a set, except Xyndy who ordered Tempura and a sushi, and shared 2 bowls of Takoyaki and 1 Avocado Unagi Maki!! ^^ It's nice..xD





Hahaha!!! You must be wondering how can 7 of us fit into the screen right!!! Besides my skill for taking group selca, Xyndy's wide lens help a lot!! xD So we easily fit into the photo...:P
Our dinner!!! So many and nice!!! This whole lot cost about RM224++ including tax!!
Later on, we went back to Bukit Beruang and went for chiong K at Crazy Mike!! xD With guys..xD It's quite a fun day..xD
Thanks for the celebration, thanks for belanja and thanks for presents!! xD I will try to finish my body soap as soon as possible hahahaha!!! >.<





















Thanks so much!! It's like my birthday lasted for a week..xD Hahahaha!! It's a great start huh...xD No longer 1 in front of my age...xD Finally I feel like getting older already hahahaha!!! xD It's been a...erm...many memorable birthday celebration..xD I'm a happy girl...xD

*It's so long overdue...I'm busy...>.< And finally MUET is over..xD *

Wednesday, 6 November 2013

#October2013

Update on events happened during October!! Time flies huh...xD

1) Short and Sweet
Stole this from sis's fb..xD

Went to Short and Sweet as my sis joined this competition with her UM friends..xD It's so nice to be dancing again huh...I wish I had the chance...xD And maybe next time we will form a group of ex-ballet mates and join this competition..xD Just to enjoy what we used to do everyday..xD

2) MUET Speaking Test

Uhuh..>.< Most of my diploma friends and I taking this November session MUET. And since we didn't really learn before how to score in MUET, we are on our own!! So we gather sometimes to practice for our speaking test..xD And that's quite fun actually...:P Communicating in english with friends that you speak chinese to definitely feel weird but quite fun..xD

So speaking test is finally over!! Although the group discussion is a lil messy, I just feel relieved that it's over!! So now left 3 papers to work on!!

3) ConvoFest!!

It's on 25th of October..>.< Barely had enough time to choreograph and practice..>.< However we managed to pull it off quite well!! xD Everyone danced so neat and tidy!!! Feel so happy!! xD
With the traditional dance costume..xD
Our dance club T-Shirt..xD
Love the redness of the shirt..xD HAHAHA!!! xD We look fantastic in the T-Shirt!! xD So happy to be performing with a bunch of friends..xD
Messy hair...>.<
Pretend that I'm wearing the shirt..xD
October ended just like that. And I get sick everytime 1 performance ended. Part of the reason is him finding me late at night after the performance, and I had to rush to finish an assignment so that I can go shop for white dress for my friend's birthday party..xD

I'm...disappointed that he doesn't care much about what I do...what I dance...how was it...but everything will be okay..=) at least I would like to think so...=) So...November, please be nice to me..=D

Friday, 1 November 2013

没事

很多事..
说了伤感情..
说了不明了..

不说..
就当作没事吧..
没一回事..
你也不明白我在说什么..
只顾说我不体谅..
没事吧..
没力气生气解释了..