22岁的我

是时候长大了
没本钱奢望些小女生想要的东西

12/5/2015 - 我很乖，我不任性

因为没人喜欢任性的女生...

13/3/2015 - 15/3/2015 - PE Camp 2!!

PE camp, is a camp for penolong exco of buddhist society club in USM. So I missed PE camp 1 as I went to Viper Challenge. xD I'm actually quite look forward to this camp, but I had test after that camp and I couldn't just put away my test so I took my notes there..xD Hahaha!!!

Hmm...So we went there by bus. And I took two bags like I'm going to stay there for a month..=.=''' Along the journey there, we had to choose a paper containing a person's name. And try to know him/her. And fellowship is really fellowship lor..:P Whole bus fellowshipers the noisiest dy..xD 

Reached 鹤山学院! Ohh..It's near kek lok si. And we had to walk up the hill with our bags..T.T We started off by cleaning the place. And dinner time I guess!! Dinner served here is even more geng than what I ate at USM lar..Quite nice de..:P Had an Ice Breaking session. Personally I think that ice breaking session is really unique lar..xD Have to know the person you've chosen and draw him/her on a paper while describing him/her. And let people guess who's the one you have chosen. 

2nd Day

 It's breakfast time!!! Seriously I love the mashed potato..xD But I didn't eat with the apple slices lar...Fruits should eat before everything hahaha!!! That's what my dad teach me..:P

Fellowship all members!!

After that we had game session. Group game. I think in this game session, exco really did put a lot of heart huh...I personally don't play games, one of the reason that I don't like to go to all these kind of activities is I don't play games..xD But in this camp, all these games are meaningful and quite fun actually...xD

Picking papers..xD

Waiting for our turn to play!!

Wow! I'm so camera-sensitive huh..xD Play game time also notice the camera..xD

 After this game session, we have another session called Accept Me! Basically, everyone's back will be pasted a paper with conditions. If match with the condition other people can accept them and cross their arms around them..=.=''' At the beginning everyone is so blur....And the atmosphere is soooooooo serious....hahaha...but after  a few rounds we knew what to do and managed to pass lar..xD

Dinner time!!! Steamboat!!! xD A few of our fellowshipers went home dy....

After dinner we wanna go to see big guan yin...Too bad close already..So we took lots of picture there!!

My 大头照!! xD

                                 

                                   

                                 

                                 

At night we had the...hm...candle session? I'm not sure what is it called. So we took turn to speak out and the atmosphere is quite saddening...I guess we are closer that night huh..:P And after that is crazy photo session although it's already midnight...>.<

Dear Felloshipers..xD

Tried to pose "F" for Fellowship!!

Early in the morning we went and took pic..xD

Had this session, where we were divided into groups and we had to get to know about the ad hoc that had assigned to us, and tried to do a proposal!

This pretty girl is the girl that I've chosen during the first night for ice breaking session..xD

 And after that, we had breakfast and cleaned up everywhere!! xD And here comes to my favorite hymns session..xD Thanks for all those wonderful songs!!! Hahaha!! I love hymns session..xD

 We danced to the song "小苹果" for our morning exercise and we danced it again after hymns session..xD And here comes photo session!!

Ber-pattern with our exco! xD

PE!!

Everyone including Exco and Top 4!! xD

Overall, I'm really happy that I get to join this camp..xD Unlike all those outdoor camp which requires us to get ourselves dirty and train for our physical endurance, this camp is so nice...We get to sleep in air conditioned room, we had our own bed, foods here are nice, games are fun, everything is just right, except I don't get enough sleep hahaha!!! Thanks exco and everyone for organizing this camp! I had great memories here!!

Bye December 2014!

I actually don't know what to post. So I decided to just continue writing to see if I come up with any idea for my blog hahaha.

So a quick update about my life after my last post. December is not that bad a month for me. Let's see what I did. I can't really remember and had to scroll through my facebook profile hahaha.

1) 1st performance at USM

It's actually a performance where all performers and most of the backstage crews are first year students. And obviously I've joined the dance performance. Hahaha. It's quite a challenge for me lar and after many practices, seriously we practiced until midnight almost everyday, finally it's the day to perform. Thank goodness. Hahaha. I don't think I can take it anymore with all those midnight practices and projects all piling up already. 

Did my project when everyone is busy make up. And everything went off well. 

2) Dance Club Outing

So we had something like celebration after the performance ended. So we went to have steamboat! And it's my first time joining them for outing too! Hahaha! It's not like I don't like them, I just don't feel like I blend in there. It's just me I guess. Everyone blends in well hahaha! I wonder why. What is my problem? T.T

3) Fellowship Outing

The other major event happened in my December is this! Fellowship Outing!! I've always enjoyed their company. And the most amazing part is he is back at Penang! Although I will be going down Melaka during study week. So we went together.

Had dinner together and walked around Queensbay Mall. Had a small celebration at Mc D and went to Karpal Singh Drive. Had sharing is caring session there hahaha. So now I know what 1st impression they had of me. Hahaha. 

4) Steamboat

He takes my words seriously. We've been talking about having steamboat session for ages. And finally, with his help, we had this steamboat session at his Melaka house with Chui Wei, Fong Ling, Xyndy, Wei Jie and Ah Chung. 

It's nice catching up with you guys. And congratulation Xyndy! And everyone gave me present I'm so paiseh I didn't think of exchanging gifts since Christmas is around the corner. I'm thankful for these friendships. We are still close to each other even though we didn't meet often. I love you guys. I love you.

5) Christmas Celebration

So we went back to Puchong at Christmas! And dress up nicely to take pics with christmas deco. 

Just hanging around at Bandar Puteri Starbucks. It's really big and comfy there. And also for The Hobbit 3. Hahaha. Nice watching movie with you. 1st Christmas with you. 

And the sad part is that I have to celebrate New Year Eve with Calculus and Database. I just can't go out celebrate because 2 important exams at the same day and I just can't seem to figure out Calculus. But overall my December seems to go on pretty nice huh. xD 

I guess I will end here. It's mid-January already. And things seem to be okay still. Sem break is the best after a hectic sem at USM. Oh god I feel like I've aged 10 years after a sem at USM. Recharge till I go back there for a new semester. 

Thanks!

Just as I said my life is not that miserable, it decided to make a joke and change drastically. My life has never been worse.

It's so hard when you have so much stuff to do and only 24 hours to use. Dance practice practically used up most of my free times after class. And when I don't have dance practice, I have meetings. And when I don't have meeting, I have tests. And when I don't have tests, I have projects. And when I have everything, I just lost track of my priority and stuff happened. 

Make time. We used to joke at this. How it changed into set my own priority and you are at the top of it. And I have been so blinded by all these I am lost. Not physically, but mentally yea. After all, I'm just a normal girl who has 24 hours to do everything I have to do. I have dedicated most of my time to what I am responsible to do. And I have forgotten that I have the responsibility too as a partner. 

We all learn it in a hard way. We were hurt. But we came back stronger. I once saw that you won't feel like you need to work for a relationship when you are with the right person, and I disagree with that. Nobody likes to be taken for granted, including me. And what's the fun when you don't work for a relationship? 

No matter how tough life is, I still want to be with you. And I'm glad that you are still by my side after everything that happened. It's not big stuff, but when you can't see each other to give a hug or some comfort, everything just becomes tougher. 

I miss you. Please give me a proper hug when we meet next time. Love you. 

Rojak post

Wow! It's been so long since I last updated a monthly post. Still, I'm not going to update any monthly post lar because I've been so busy....Too busy with meetings, dance practices and studies..:'(

In fact, I don't really know what I wanna update..I'm just a lil bored with database..hahaha..>.< So...this week is convo week for USM!!! I so wish that I'm the one graduating, but no...I'm just starting my 3rd month at USM...>.< Helped out at the gerai vege and wow, they can seriously cook nice foods weyh!! So grateful to have delivery breakfast and lunch by them! xD

And....I've become so much darker after the Viper Challenge....So sad...Hahaha...I expected it but I'm still sad..:P I'm just glad he joined Viper with me..xD I can't imagine how am I going to finish all that without him...Fong Ling lar you lar....aiyo......

Time flies...It's been....4 months plus....and we still never stay at the same state for more than three days hahaha!!! Funny huh...we went to Jump Street, we have been through Viper...but we never spend more than three days at the same state...I'm just grateful we try hard to meet each other, cherish times we spent with each other...Thanks for everything...=)

So this is really a rojak post about my recent USM life, Viper Challenge and my love life hahaha!!! Oh yea...And I joined dance club and will be performing a hip hop dance..xD I still love dancing...xD And I have never been so relax in a meeting, I'm thankful that I met so many lovely people in fellowship group..=D And.....mum and sis went to India...Aww...So wish I could go there too..But it's okay....hahaha...enjoy yea!! xD So....rojak post ends here..xD Life is not that miserable after all...At least for now..=D

I MISS MY OLD LIFE!!!

Looking back at all those pics during diploma time, I seriously miss them....I miss how I get to complain about my coding not working, instead of dealing with people who don't give much cooperation. I miss how I get to just focus on doing fyp, instead of cracking my brain to write a BM karangan. I've stopped writing in BM after SPM.....>.< I miss doing projects with friends I know....It's only half of first sem, and I'm feeling sooooooo tired already...So stressful.....Maybe it's because I get so excited by all the activities that I made myself too busy with unnecessary stuff hahaha...How to balance between koku and studies? I'm still trying my best.....I hope I don't get ki siao at the end of semester....

I miss my old life...Although it's busy, at least I have friends by my side...whom I can just jio them and go for supper whenever I'm feeling stress....whom have seen my tears and comforted me to keep continue....whom I can have fun with after everything is over.....

I know there is no right or wrong decision in this, it's just different decision that will lead me to different path...I hope I'm strong enough to keep continue what I've chosen...=D