Saturday, 12 April 2014

放手

不清楚怎么到这个地步
也许是累积
也许你以前不够爱我
也许我现在不爱你了
也许我是冷血的
也许我们不适合
也许我们注定只是过客

很爱过
很痛过
是时候快乐过生活
对不起我无法给你任何的希望
对不起我无法再让你开心
对不起我只能这么做

祝你幸福
还有
谢谢你

Tuesday, 1 April 2014

#March2014

March starts off with hectic schedules, practices, final year project and all...But ends with lots of entertainment, outing and fun. Filled with laughter, sadness but I'm happy to say that I survive it all..xD Mentally and physically tired, makes me miss my family even more. Too bad I can't go back for the whole March. Looking forward to the mid term break!! I miss you all!!! :P

1) Free Hugs

It's an activity organised by the drama teacher to let us feel the love and spread love to others...or something like this..xD It's quite new to me so I joined lar with Fong Ling...xD Held at Jonker Street, I drove there with some friends and finally found the 物物交换馆. Met everyone there and finally we went and did our mission!!
I think it's a good experience lar..xD Overall...xD Papa mama jie jie I miss you guys so let's hug when I get back yea!! :P

Can you spot me? :P
Went to buy some foods for the potluck later. And ate sotong kangkung. Not that nice but nvm lar..xD Had lots of fun!! xD

2) Dance Practice

Taught couple dance...Hmm...xD For prom night...So quite a success lar..xD I thought it would be really hard to teach but actually it's kinda fun!! ^^

3) Drama Dance Practice

For drama, I join the dance crew hahahaha!!! So we had our 1st practice and the teacher taught us some nice warm up exercises...xD It's nice being a student instead of the 1 teaching...xD

And it's frustrating when some don't take it seriously during self-practice....

4) Koreana

So we went to Koreana...xD It's kinda sudden as Fong Ling jio us at noon and we went for dinner!!! We don't have birthday celebration as reason for this semester so we find chance to go out together..xD
Me!!! The 1st time I wore this pair of earrings...Thanks to my sis!! xD
Fong Ling, Xyndy, Shu Yuan and Chui Wei!!

Me and Chui Wei!!

It's nice!! Koreana is a place where me and Fong Ling keep on recommending others to go..xD This time finally we ate like ngam ngam hou...xD And it's nice to dress up nicely with a group of ladies..xD Hahaha!!!

5) Prom Dance Practice

Please don't misinterpret what I want to express. And I'm grateful that you would want to explain stuff to me as I really would think a lot if you don't.

6) Meeting

I don't mean to fang kong twice..>.< Please forgive me hahahaha....And some were being so sarcastic I don't even feel like listening....>.<

7) Koreana

This time is with my sis's friend, a dentist..xD Actually we wanted to discuss about my broken retainer...And I wanted to treat him dinner to thank him, who knows turned out he belanja me...Thanks lar!!

I ate a lot...and we really talked a lot...xD I know he can talk, but I don't know we could talk so much..xD I ate till so full and he still made me laughed untill beh teng beh teng hahahaha!!!!! Nice talking to you Mr Dentist..xD

8) Dance Practice

Went to a new restaurant at Bukit Beruang to try their charcoal pork burger...I think it's quite normal lar..maybe because I've tried a few at Puchong...xD

Made a wrap for the dentist as I paiseh he treat me the day before..xD Who knows he didn't realize that I put salmon in it...And he thought I'm angry...or maybe he just feel like treating me back so he bought sushi for me..xD So I don't need to wake up early at 6++am just to prepare lunch that day!!! xD Thanks so much!!

9) Saturday Outing

After bought vege at AEON, went to dinner at Wa Zen as Sushi Mentai is closed...T.T sad case sad case..>.<

10) Dinner + Supper

Went to Bahai Center with Fong Ling, Xyndy and Ong. Went for free dinner hahahaha...>.< And for the 2nd round, Sushi Mentai is closed again...so we went to Pak Putra Naan until 10pm!! Nice sitting there and gossiping hahahaha!!! And my garlic double cheese naan is really great!! 1st time trying their tandoori chicken..xD

11) Pre-dinner + Supper

Had dinner early at 4pm at SpringHills...xD Not bad..xD Later went to dance practice and a new guy came..He learn popping and teaches others at campus...so we learnt a lil from him lar..xD

Elly jio me together for supper as I said I'm hungry...due to early dinner..>.< At first we wanna go to paro cafe...but too many people and I paiseh too lar..xD So supper at D Puteh!!!! Too bad no otak-otak no mango juice....I don't know why I went there without eating otak otak..:'(

12) Dance Practice + Gossip

Went to drama practice after dance practice...Gossip gossip...xD jason played guitar...xD It's quite fun..:P

13) Eggxtra + Wazen

I've been saying wanna eat Wa Zen as I have a few more stickers to complete...So we went there at 11am, and turned out Wa Zen open at 12pm..=.=''' So we had breakfast at Eggxtra which located just a few shops away from Wa Zen!!
Me and Wei Jie ended up ordered 5 choices of the breakfast and JJ and Chui Wei 3 choices each...I quite love the ratatouille there although it's a lil too salty...xD

After breakfast...we straightaway went to Wa Zen for lunch..=.=''' Hahahaha!! And we sat beside a table of 3 guys...who talked without caring we were there...xD hahahaha!!! Went to taklimat after lunch!! Happy meal with coursemates!!

14) Ah Tang cooking!!!

I agreed to go this time!!! At 1st I thought I wanna go back Puchong..:'( Mummy said don't don't hahahaha!!! So ended up I went for ah tang cooking hahahaha!!!! Ah tang and jared came to fetch me and another guy...to Elly house!!

And Tutti Frutti bought by Hadi...xD He promised to treat me tutti frutti since ages ago...and honestly I don't mind if he doesnt treat me lar..xD But...Thanks so much!!! I enjoyed the tutti frutti a lot!!! xD

So we had grilled lamb and chicken that night...Cheesy potato wedges, mashed potatoes and salad!!!! It's delicious although I can't really eat much meat...xD

15) Supper after dance practice

It's quite sudden as I'm in the mood of having heart to heart session hahahaha!!!!! And I'm hungry too..xD Saw some friends...xD And no otak otak again why why why!!! But did eat leko though...xD And the same normal experience while eating at mamak : cockroach....grrr...they are everywhere!!!! Thanks for stepping on it hahahahaha!!!!!!! I'm that cruel..xD

16) Final meeting with drama team and Sing K

So our spring fest drama had met a few problems, and finally decided to postpone until 20th of Sept...We had our final meeting and took lots of photo...xD
Teacher and Drama committee

Dancers and actors..xD

Everyone!!! Without committee..>.<
With teacher!! xD 
It's quite a happy ending for now...xD Although we didnt get to perform but stuff that we had learnt will always stay with us..^^ Went to sing K after that with drama teacher...xD

17) Movie Day!!

Went for Captain America!!!! I fetched Jared and CY but since they are so gentleman Jared be the driver...xD Captain America is quite nice...xD Except that it's the 1st time I sit beside peoples that I don't really know...hahahaha..>.< Met May Ling and Su Yi!! So ngam..:P

Dinner at Kota Laksamana!! So ngam May Ling and Su Yi had dinner nearby...too bad we didn't yumcha together lar...xD Talked until 1am...wow...xD Some relationship advices I've heard...xD

18) Swimming Day!!

So I didn't go for jogging up Bukit Beruang with them, but joined them after that for swimming!!! 1st time I ever swim at Melaka...and it's at UG, where Xyndy stays...xD It's quite nice lar but my arms really hurt...:'(

Had dinner at 斋馆..xD These two days I can't eat much as my stomach feels unwell...haiz...so kesian..>.< it's so rare for me to eat outside..>.< Thanks ding dong for treating us!!

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I really like teaching and seeing them did couple dance. They are all really sweet I envy them..xD Although some cannot follow the music, some are a lil stiff...but it's really nice seeing them dancing together...All that lil details that they show during dancing is something that I never really feel before..Wish you guys all the best and stay sweet..=D

I had the most enjoyable weekend for the last weekend of March!! Normally I would just stay at home and do my stuff, final year project and all, but this time I chose to enjoy myself and join different group of friends..xD It turned out okay..xD I'm happy..^^

Closure...Finally I'm able to do that...I don't ever want us to turn out like this but I truly believe this is for the best...Time will be the best healer and I can only hope for the best for both of us...