Thanks!

Just as I said my life is not that miserable, it decided to make a joke and change drastically. My life has never been worse.

It's so hard when you have so much stuff to do and only 24 hours to use. Dance practice practically used up most of my free times after class. And when I don't have dance practice, I have meetings. And when I don't have meeting, I have tests. And when I don't have tests, I have projects. And when I have everything, I just lost track of my priority and stuff happened. 

Make time. We used to joke at this. How it changed into set my own priority and you are at the top of it. And I have been so blinded by all these I am lost. Not physically, but mentally yea. After all, I'm just a normal girl who has 24 hours to do everything I have to do. I have dedicated most of my time to what I am responsible to do. And I have forgotten that I have the responsibility too as a partner. 

We all learn it in a hard way. We were hurt. But we came back stronger. I once saw that you won't feel like you need to work for a relationship when you are with the right person, and I disagree with that. Nobody likes to be taken for granted, including me. And what's the fun when you don't work for a relationship? 

No matter how tough life is, I still want to be with you. And I'm glad that you are still by my side after everything that happened. It's not big stuff, but when you can't see each other to give a hug or some comfort, everything just becomes tougher. 

I miss you. Please give me a proper hug when we meet next time. Love you. 

Rojak post

Wow! It's been so long since I last updated a monthly post. Still, I'm not going to update any monthly post lar because I've been so busy....Too busy with meetings, dance practices and studies..:'(

In fact, I don't really know what I wanna update..I'm just a lil bored with database..hahaha..>.< So...this week is convo week for USM!!! I so wish that I'm the one graduating, but no...I'm just starting my 3rd month at USM...>.< Helped out at the gerai vege and wow, they can seriously cook nice foods weyh!! So grateful to have delivery breakfast and lunch by them! xD

And....I've become so much darker after the Viper Challenge....So sad...Hahaha...I expected it but I'm still sad..:P I'm just glad he joined Viper with me..xD I can't imagine how am I going to finish all that without him...Fong Ling lar you lar....aiyo......

Time flies...It's been....4 months plus....and we still never stay at the same state for more than three days hahaha!!! Funny huh...we went to Jump Street, we have been through Viper...but we never spend more than three days at the same state...I'm just grateful we try hard to meet each other, cherish times we spent with each other...Thanks for everything...=)

So this is really a rojak post about my recent USM life, Viper Challenge and my love life hahaha!!! Oh yea...And I joined dance club and will be performing a hip hop dance..xD I still love dancing...xD And I have never been so relax in a meeting, I'm thankful that I met so many lovely people in fellowship group..=D And.....mum and sis went to India...Aww...So wish I could go there too..But it's okay....hahaha...enjoy yea!! xD So....rojak post ends here..xD Life is not that miserable after all...At least for now..=D

I MISS MY OLD LIFE!!!

Looking back at all those pics during diploma time, I seriously miss them....I miss how I get to complain about my coding not working, instead of dealing with people who don't give much cooperation. I miss how I get to just focus on doing fyp, instead of cracking my brain to write a BM karangan. I've stopped writing in BM after SPM.....>.< I miss doing projects with friends I know....It's only half of first sem, and I'm feeling sooooooo tired already...So stressful.....Maybe it's because I get so excited by all the activities that I made myself too busy with unnecessary stuff hahaha...How to balance between koku and studies? I'm still trying my best.....I hope I don't get ki siao at the end of semester....

I miss my old life...Although it's busy, at least I have friends by my side...whom I can just jio them and go for supper whenever I'm feeling stress....whom have seen my tears and comforted me to keep continue....whom I can have fun with after everything is over.....

I know there is no right or wrong decision in this, it's just different decision that will lead me to different path...I hope I'm strong enough to keep continue what I've chosen...=D

A new stage of my life~~

1 day.
Just 1 more day.
I'm going to Penang.
It's not like I don't think Penang is a good place, in fact, I have been saying I want to go to USM since I was first year in Diploma.
It's just it's soooooooo far away from home and it gives me a feeling that I can't come back often.
And the fact that only me alone go there among my UTeM friends.
And the fact that I might be starting from 2nd year.
And the fact that I'm not sociable, making me feeling afraid that I can't mix with my coursemates.
I haven't even started packing.

But there's nice thing to look forward.
I get to see him one week earlier than I thought.
I get to study at where my parents used to.
I get to live at Penang which he likes it very much.

Although every plans fail before it even started, I'm sure we will make the effort to do the best that we can.

I miss my housemates, coursemates especially.
All the best everyone!! We shall always keep in touch..=D

#July2014

1) Boat Noodles + Epique

So we begin our food hunt trip!!! To Empire Damansara for this famous boat noodles!! I have never heard of it until my friend said it's really famous hahahaa!! Guess staying at Melaka too long I didn't update about new stuff like these...xD

 A small bowl for RM1.90..You won't be aware of how many bowls you have eaten....And by the time you had the 10th bowls, only then you realize it gonna cost you RM19...And you are still not full yet hahahaha!!!!

Jinn, Deidre and me! 

Soup

Dried

 Personally I like the dried one...xD I forget why already hahahaha!!! So make sure you try the dried one...:P

Dessert

 It's just like those kuih...those cold cold de kuih with pandan inside....But this one is hot...xD

Not very many bowls, it's not that cheap hahaha!

Weird deco..xD

 After walked around, we found ourselves a cafe to have tea time...xD Hahahaha!!! Rich ladies..=.=''' So we went to Epique....to have some coffee and macarons!!

Deidre's green tea macaron and my dark choco macaron

 Tastes not bad...Just the texture is a lil too soft....But it's not too sweet...^^

Capuccino I think..

Affogato

DPAC!!

We ended our day with the tea time and it's time to go back home...Hahaha...It's nice going out for nice foods with nice company I just love it!!!

2) Publika Food Hunt

So our 2nd food hunt!!! xD Publika is like the must-go place for food hunt hahahaha!!! So bear bear joined us this time!!

 1st stop : Swich Cafe

Went here again as I wanna try the mangosteen cake which I never have a chance to try last time!! But I still like the chempedak cake more....>.<

RM12/RM13 for the chempedak 1 and RM14 for the mangosteen 1

2nd stop : The Box

So we had the box of japchae and we ate it at the food court there...xD

3rd Stop : Salon Du Chocolat

Girls are always crave for choco!! xD And 4 is just the right number to enjoy a chocolate dessert... The choco is way too rich you wouldn't finish it alone...xD

Brownies!! RM12 if not mistaken!

4th Stop : Coffee Societe

Coffee is like the must-have during food hunt...xD Since I tried Coffee Stain by Joseph before that, we came here for a cup of coffee!!!

Capuccino

Mochatella (Coffee cubes + Nutella + Milk)

Bear's Sandwich I think..xD

Finally we have long legs!!!! xD

5th Stop : Some Thai Restaurant

Hahahaha!!!! Jinn said it's nice so we went back to Puchong to eat this....xD

Overall it's a fun and full day with this bunch of girls...xD hahahaha!!! xD Love you girls so much we shall have another food hunt when we have time, money, energy, and the stomach to fill....xD

3) Bad Boy Cooks with sis and her friends

Sis phoned me to say that she and her friends wanna go Setiawalk to celebrate the end of finals lar...xD So I kepo go there and had my lunch at Bad Boy Cooks!! xD

4) Family Day

Seriously family day...xD Went to Organice Recipe with pa, ma and sis!!! After lunch...we went to yi yi house....So here's our 3 generations picture!! xD Popo, mama, yiyi, sis and me!! xD

5) Ballet Girls Gathering

So we had a ex-ballet students gathering with our ballet teacher!!! Ms Yip, our teacher, really loves to drink, so it's quite surprising lar that this gathering is not at Muzeum..xD We normally had gathering there hahaha!!! Went to Padi House at Setiawalk!! xD

Everyone who went..xD

Sis and Ting Xin!!

And Ms Yip is always so generous!!! Hahaha!! Treat us Kintori Ice cream which is really expensive...>.< But we enjoyed it so much!!! xD

Group Photo!! xD

Cute Teacher who looks just about the same age as us..xD

Had a great gathering!! We girls talked a lot even though we meet each other probably more than half year once...xD

6) Mamak with Iven, Wei Jun and Jia Hao

Hahaha...Straightaway went to mamak after ballet gathering...xD Sudden plan huh....And it's my first time wearing dress to mamak..:P And Iven said it's his first time seeing me wearing dress hahahaha!!! I don't really dress up when I go out with them so hahahaha....>.<

7) Chiro session

It's quite a nice session...xD Seriously I feel so much more relaxed after that....

8) San Nae Deul

Went here with sis and her friend. Their set lunch is really....>.< disappointing...even kimchi doesn't taste nice..>.<

9) 3 days date xD

So it's our 1st date I suppose, after we are officially together. Hahaha...I'm glad that he came. 3 months honeymoon period and we gotta spend it without each other is kinda sad. So thanks for coming down. =D

TGV popcorn!!

Watched Dawn of the planet of apes..xD As I just watched the previous sequel a few days before, so I wanna watch this lar...xD

Starbucks!

Meet up with his friend and we went to The Curve after seeing so many people queuing for Uncle Jang!! So had our dinner at Johnny Rocket!

Hahaha!!! 2nd date is quite a failure...xD Simply had my late lunch at a restaurant....And had snowflake...xD I quite like snowflakes..xD And just sat there talking and laughing...He just made me laughed so muchhhhhh...xD

And the last day we went to Publika for lunch!! xD It's really full for two people, or maybe I just don't really have much appetite to eat.. But it tastes nice..=D

And he went back...just like that hahahaha!!! xD It's awkward and not awkward situation for us hahahaha!!! It's complicated hahahaha!!! I miss you..^^

10) Ballet Friends Gathering

Had another gathering with these 3 lovely ladies who used to have ballet classes with me!! Too bad sis had to pack her stuff to hk so we went there lar!!! We planned to sing k, too bad full house, and movie, too bad no suitable showtime, so we went for dinner instead!! At Mr. Dakgalbi!!

Ting Xin!!

Ting Xin, Yuan and Queennie at the back...xD

And after dinner we went to Wong Kok to have a lil drink and just chit chat...xD Hahaha!! that's what girls do, we talked and talked and there just seems to be endless stuff for us to talk...xD

11) Yumcha with Joy and Hui Ying

This is quite a surprising gathering, because I haven't see Joy for so damn long!!! And thanks hui ying for jio me too hahahaha!!! We three used to be so close during form 1 I guess..=D

Went to Snowflake! hahaha...Hui Ying thought I said to go Tong Pak Fu and we ended up at two diff places...So they came and we yumcha at Snowflakes lar..xD Talked about lots of stuffs too....We all had so many projects for the course we are studying so we know how each other feels lar..xD The stress, the late sleep nights hahaha....

Hui Ying and Joy!!

12) Stay at YiYi house

So I went to stay at yiyi house for a week!!! To take care of this naughty little Charlotte hahahaha!!! Waited for her to come home everyday...xD

Black VS White

And after shower she would play the little pony!!! They are all so cute and colourful hahahaha....But I'm not very interested in playing with her lar so I spent my time reading my storybook..xD

And Tiffany jie jie and Jia Ai came too!!! Jia Ai came and stayed for a few days so nice to keep me accompanied...xD

13) Outing with Jia Ai

Hehehe...So I went out with Jia Ai after staying at home for so many days...xD Finally!!! I get to go out!!! xD

Went to Alexis hahaha!!! I just have to bring people here...xD For the tiramisu and pavlova...xD Hahahaha!!! I hope you like it..xD

And because we were so full we went to buy 3 onigiri from AEON, and crazy potato, and we ate it as late lunch at home with Charlotte...And after that, we went for dinner with ma, yiyi and surprisingly, Wei Jie which is my cousin bro at 1 Utama...xD

14) 3 days date xD

Another 3 days date!! It's quite a surprise lar...We did talk about it but he didn't say anything after that, so I thought maybe he can't come and so I didn't mention it anymore lar, don't wanna pressure him and all hahahaha...Stupid lar gave me such a shock hahahaa!!!

So 1st day went off nice...xD Hahaha!! And 2nd day is okay too..Starbucks again. We had lots of Starbucks together in fact. It's not like I'm a fan of Starbucks. Maybe it's because I just don't feel like walking and Starbucks is so convenient. And buy 1 free 1 so we just gonna grab it lar..xD Stayed there for sooooo long and it doesn't even bored me. We just talked and relaxed..xD

And these are just not my cup of coffee..hahaha!!!

22 Jump Street, which is really really hilarious, I never laughed so much in a cinema and this movie just made me laughed out loud throughout the whole movie...xD Had Cinnabon before dinner as we thought we have to queue up for our dinner...xD It's really nice...xD

At Burgerlab!! My 1st time visit here!! I've been saying I wanna come here for ages so thanks for accompanying me.

Beautiful mess!!

And the 3rd day started off..hahaha..We just don't have fate with that one cafe I wanna try...So went to 1 Utama for lunch! Sudden crave for spaghetti so we went to Miam Miam!

He just loves carbonara spaghetti hahaha!!

Creme Brulee!!

The last time he came and find me during sem break...Hahaha....Will see you when sem starts kay..=D Thanks for giving me so much memories and I will treasure all these in heart..

15) Ballet Workshop by Mr Edgar

So I went to this ballet workshop, and had my first actual ballet class after 3 years of stopping ballet!!!! And seriously, I'm old and my muscles ache and I hurt my back..hahahaha!!!! Still, thanks for asking yea Ms Yip I enjoyed the workshop a lot!

16) Gathering with friends!

So had a small gathering with Jia Hao, Kai Wen, Veron, Phyllis, Chow Chien and Deidre...xD Had so many foods but I don't really like it lar..>.< Just to fill my stomach...xD

Talked a lot...And everyone seems to fly overseas to study while I'm still stuck at Melaka..>.< To UK, to Poland, To US...Awwww......>.< I'm jealous...xD It's okay, I will, one day, some day, I will go and find you guys...xD

2nd round at Pacific Coffee Company..xD Talked a lot again...And the whole conversation seems to be so pessimistic it made me sooooo sad....>.< Talked about not believing in love and being in a relationship is a waste of time hahahaha...So funny I'm in a relationship now leh...xD And I enjoy it a lot...xD Talked about trust issue and I just want to say that not everyone is the same!!!!!

It's quite a delightful month! I get to eat good foods, hangout with friends I haven't meet up for so long and of course, get to see him TWICE even though we are states apart and he has internship and all. Big sem break is always nice as most of my friends who are studying overseas will come back!! So happy to meet you guys!! Despite that I have to be states apart with Mr J, and everyone saying that I should have started after this break so the 1st 3 months honeymoon period we will be spending with each other, I am still glad that I made the decision I've chosen. =D I know it won't be easy, seriously miss him like siao for the 1st month, mostly because I'm so free at home hahaha, but we cherish the moment we meet each other even more. It's just the beginning. =D And I have faith in us. ^^