Last Day~~

最后一天..踏出公司..不再回头..^^
多么无聊啊!!
最后一天就这样完了..
据说是老板..
请吃 KFC 哦!!
谢谢啦..^^
Bukhari 生日..xD 所以也吃了 Blackforest 蛋糕吧..xD
那两位没有口福咯..xD
还有 Nisha..算是我半个 supervisor 吧..^^
买了巧克力给我们..^^
感谢..^^

最后一次..
一起吃午餐..
本来要吃 Tony Roma's 的..
请吃嘛..^^
没关系咯!! xD
最后一次..
放工一起走..
虽然那两位不在啦!!
最后一次..
放工后到 Borders!!
在这里看了很多很多的书..^^
多谢放工后的空闲时间..^^
也应该会是我最后一次..
一个人坐在这里的 Starbucks..
毕竟没很喜欢啦哈哈哈!!
而且要一个人的机会应该也很少吧哈哈哈!!!才怪..=.='''

最后一天..
竟然生病了..
不可以啊!!!!
我星期二还要唱 K 啊!!!
对!!
我们就是4位 ex 同事一起唱 K 啦哈哈哈!!!
舍不得嘛哈哈哈!!!开玩笑..=.='''

期待那天的到来..
所以我会好好休息的!!
星期二才可以大展歌喉!!!!

啊少少失落..伤心..
不过啊..
挥一挥衣袖..不带走一片云彩..^^
虽然一直抱怨..
还是谢谢啦!!
我终于熬过了!!
不想再早醒了!!
让我睡饱饱吧!!
才有力气做我接下来要做的...^^

最后一天都没照片..>.<
悲哀..
星期二补偿!!!!

生病啊!! Beh tahan...
晚上每两个小时醒来一次..:'(
妈妈也每次我醒来一次就醒..
唉...
有点没有目的的 post..xD
生病嘛..xD

一些......事

Far away, Long ago,

Glowing dim as an ember,

Things my heart used to know

Things it yearns to remember,

And a song someone sings,

Once upon a December

~Once Upon a December, Anastasia~

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即使是两相情愿的爱情..

也还是会有很多一厢情愿的时候..

一些你从不探查的我的事...

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Who is that girl I see,

Staring straight, back at me,

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time,

When will my reflection shows who I am inside?

~Reflection, Mulan~

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想找颗石头..

往你那里丢..

让你知道..

你伤我心..

是多么地痛..

一些你不知道的琐碎事...

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你不是真正的快乐,

你的笑只是你穿的保护色,

你决定不恨了, 也决定不爱了, 

把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳。

~你不是真正的快乐, 五月天~

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在眼眶打转了的眼泪..

深呼吸..

不哭不闹..

不去在乎..

一些你已不在乎的小插曲...

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Life is a road that I wanna keep going,

Love is a river that I wanna keep flowing,

Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey.

I'll be there when the world stops turning,

I'll be there when the storm in through,

In the end I wanna be standing,

At the beginning with you.

~At the Beginning, Anastasia~

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倾听自己的心..

不过..

心好像现在的烟霾一样..

被负面乌云包围着了..

看不见一丝丝阳光..

心凉了..

一些你知道却做不到的事...

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心情一直开心不起来..

烟霾吗?

成天灰沉沉的..

提不起劲..

你..

开心吗?

把一篇很长的文章缩短成这样..

详细的东西..

还是留给他看罢了好些..

A day well spent!

Okay, I've mentioned a few times that I'm having internship with my course mates. But there is still 1 course mate who's not having her internship with us. Therefore, yesterday, we finally meet up!!! It's been 2 months ++ since I last saw her.

Went to watch " Now You See Me "!!! It's a movie that I've been anticipating for so long but failed to find time and company to watch with me. Now finally!! We get to meet up and watched this movie!! I thought I know basically what the movie says before I watched it : about magic, about robbing a bank. However, it still managed to surprise me! It is incredible and unpredictable. I wouldn't want to be the movie spoiler, so if you haven't watch it, faster go and watch HAHAHA!! It will be worth it! Just don't think too much throughout the movie. Sit back and enjoy! ^^  Btw, that guy who starred in social network looks so much more handsome in this movie!! xD

Next, we move on to lunch! We decided on Plan B as both of them haven't eat there before. But actually the food there is just so-so. Heard from friend that Bangsar's outlet serves the best foods out of all outlets.

 My "Asian Golden Soft-Shell Crab Pasta". See the huge portion??!! I really couldn't finish it..T.T I quite like soft-shell crab and am happy to see there's a lot in this pasta. xD However the spaghetti is just so-so. RM23 for this.

 Wei Jie's "Breakfast Platter". It comes with a choice of 'eggs any style', ham, sauteed mushrooms and cherry tomatoes, bread and , is that german sausages? >.< Oh! and also orange juice and a choice of coffee or tea. ^^ He chose poached eggs! It's like half-boiled egg so the egg yolk would flow out. RM26 for this.

Chui Wei's "Egg Benedict". I tried this before already on my last birthday with my sis. ^^ It's quite okay, consists of two poached eggs (I guess..), hams and breads. RM14 for this. 

We sat there and chit-chatting from 1+pm till 4pm. Hahaha!! It's been so long since we last met so I guess there are quite a few things we talked. Later, we walked aimlessly to The Gardens. I'm surprised Chui Wei doesn't know The Gardens! Walked around and finally decided to settle at Tong Pak Fu. Actually we wanted to have snowflakes, but there were so many people queue-ing to order their dessert and no place to sit. 

Went back at about 5++pm..xD And straight to my aunt's house for my popo's chicken soup!! xD Love it so much and we dabao back for my sis who stayed at home to study. xD Just when I reached my house, Jia Hao phoned me! =.=''' Asking whether I wanna have dinner with him or not. Just because I'm the only one staying at this area!! HAHAHA!! So I just accompanied him while he had his dinner at Sri Meenas, a mamak stall just nearby my house. Scolded him for not bringing me to visit his new house!!! Super big!! 3 storey house with BBQ place, cinema, ktv room and a gym!! Plus he has a swimming pool ..T.T I wanna go!!!

Dabao capati for my sis and that's all for my day! It's indeed well spent. ^^

Please talk if you are moody and sad, 

Is it so hard to tell me I'm moody and would like you to comfort me?

Instead you just told me you're tired and sleepy and head straight to your wonderful sleep.

I guess I should just accept the way you handle your emotion.

Friendship..

Throughout this almost 20 years that I've been in the world..=.=''' Friends come and go in my life. I wonder if it's because of my personality, I won't approach people normally and thus leading to failure in maintaining my friendship. However, I am grateful for who that's still be with me this whole time.

I've been talking with this friend about friendship..xD I keep on repeating that " 我还是一个人 " throughout our little sweet chat..xD But somehow, now that I've spilled out what I feel, it feels as though I have someone rooted for me and by this, I am not really alone. Maybe I'm facing the battle alone, *you might think I've been exaggerating about going on a battle, trust me, this is no joke* , but I actually have friends supporting me along the way..^^ And I'm really grateful for that..^^

And I went to Yuan house!! My dad had a small gathering with her dad and another friend, so I tagged along and had a small gathering with her too..xD Although I didn't contact with my primary school so-called best friends, but I'm lucky to have Yuan!! She's my "oldest" friends!! xD We've known each other since 6 years old, or even earlier..xD

We've attended tuition together, ballet together and although I am at Melaka, we still meet each other when we can..xD Talked about stuff and all..^^ Truly grateful that I still have you as my close friend..^^

So the left 1 is taken on 2011 and the right 1 taken on 2012..xD We bought the same shirt and I guess we will have a 2013 shopping together coming soon..xD So as you can see, we are very much different, in terms of height..xD Even if I wear super high heels also cannot be higher than her..T.T However, we get along so well that we don't mind the differences between us *Actually I still feel sad that she's making me looks even shorter than I really am when we both stand together, but what to do, we are born to be best friends, that don't meet up often..xD *

多想有个林夕, 躲在心中描述, 

感情的起伏和不想掩饰的痛苦, 

感谢有个林夕, 在心中陪我哭, 

闪光灯亮时我的笑容, 才能让旁观者满足...

~林宥嘉  "心有林夕"~

感谢身边倾听我的林夕,

才能让我时时刻刻展现最灿烂的笑容..=)

It's reassuring to know that you feel the same about our friendship..

I know I can't expect everyone to like me..

Maybe we just aren't meant to be..

And I'm tired of making the effort to please you..

I guess that's the main reason why people drift apart..

Life is too short to be wasted on people who don't appreciate you..=)

Happy Dad's Day!! ;)

I guess I seldom express my appreciation towards the 1 who is so important in my life. Thus this post is dedicated to this 1 guy whom I love so much and who loves me so much too! ^^

Although I didn't tell him face to face, but I actually kind of love to show off about my dad..=.=''' Telling the whole world what a wonderful dad I have, that always tells me to go for what I really want, as long as I am happy. Not only that, he's the 1 who cares so much about our health and make fruit juices almost every night for us as dinner!! He let me sign up for ballet classes and piano classes which, believes me, cost quite a lot..He always bragged about he's the world's nicest dad hahaha!! You truly are!!

 My family!! At Bali!! He always say we are his 3 princesses..xD Hahaha!! xD

 Of course lar!! See how we all hide behind our prince while he's holding the scary thing?? xD 

 I love this picture of him!! So cute..:P

He came and support me and my sis every ballet competition!!

Words can't really express my gratitude and appreciation towards you!! I love you so much and you will always be the prince in my heart!! ^^ I LOVE YOU!!!!

得不到..

今天和那三位在 Carl's Jr 吃午餐..就一面吃一面聊..^^
也不知怎么聊到这个话题..
就说美国啊..单眼皮的人都比较受欢迎还是什么的..
我说..很正常啊!! 她们大多数是双眼皮当然喜欢单眼皮..
就很像韩国为什么那么多人要隔双眼皮是一样的道理...=.='''

人是这样的嘛..没得到的往往比较好..xD
暧昧的..没得到过的..往往在自己心中最完美无暇..
这是人的本性啦..^^
啊那个 Jesmen 就给我那种表情..=.='''

看到这么一句..
Your past mistakes are meant to guide you, not define you.

有多少人了解呢?

有多少人从错误中学习?

我们总在最不懂爱情的年代，遇见最美好的爱情..

看到了这一句就 copy 给一个朋友看..xD

有多少人不是这样? 

年少轻狂..遇到了却无缘在一起..

在一起却无缘走到最后..

就那样错过了..

Forgive those who have hurt you in the past. But more than this, forgive yourself for allowing them to hurt you.

很多时候..真的无法忘怀..

被伤害..

不过..原谅自己真的真的很重要..

原谅那么笨的自己..

让别人伤了你一次又一次..

才能彻底放下那仇恨..(啊说得倒容易..)

有多少人..这样牵着手..就一辈子了..

得不到..就只看得到表面的优点..也只有美好回忆相伴..

得到了..什么缺点都暴露了..给的印象也就越来越差了..

无论怎样..得到了..请珍惜..这辈子很短..不是什么都能重来..

Internship...

啊今天本应该是 Internship 的最后一天...无奈...还需要做到30号...T.T

话说昨天我们就收到 email 说填写 evaluation form 关于我们 internship 的公司..
想说..好咯!! 填就填真正感受嘛!!
结果今早老板打电话来要我和其中一位改一改我们的 evaluation form...
真的有一点被炸到的感觉...

原版..

 改版..

诚实弄得别人不开心..
那在那之前就应该想到啊!!
我们不是随便你们找来做 part time job 的..
我们是来 intern for IT 的..就是需要你们花时间教导..所以拿那么低薪水的..
诚实也是希望你们能 improve..然后再录取新 intern 时能给予他们更好的工作经验..

朋友说得很对..
我说..写了那样的 evaluation form..不知道应该怎样面对老板..
他说..之前老板承诺过我们的没做都敢面对..为何我不敢面对他呢??
是的!! 如果错的人都有脸继续下去..为何我们 " 受害者 " 不可以伸张正义??!!

好啦...伸张正义有点语病..:P
我们为何不可以给我们的真正 feedback 纠正他们呢??
继续让其他未来 intern 在这里做得不开心??

说我们只是 intern..没权利说话..
怎么会有这种想法呢??
我不明白..我们 intern 就要活受罪??

看不见...幻想不到..未来..离我很远..

别人 intern 得开心..还想着可能要往那方面发展..
而我..做了 intern 之后..觉得看不见自己从事电脑方面的工作..
真的真的很迷茫..很悲哀..
一直想着是不是不适合读电脑..
不适合走这行..
不想再被影响..
快快做完 30 号走人咯!!! ^^

Taobao!!

Hahaha!! So I blogged again!! Sad case, Jesmen is not feeling well today so he is not coming to work..>.< Therefore...JJ and Wei Jie left me alone in the office AGAIN!! And that leads me to....BLOGGING!!!! xD

 My TaoBao stuff finally arrived!! xD

 Things that you use to cover your cup..xD So cute right!! I super love the 招财猫!!! xD

 Pink colour shorts and 2 high-waist skirts!! xD The red one makes me look damn fat...T.T

 2 Ipad cover for my sis!! xD

My mum bought it..xD

So excited to get all these!! xD But I think it's a lil expensive for the packaging fees or something..=.=''' 1kg for RM12..>.< But still, quite satisfied lar hahaha!! xD

Wanted to say THANK YOU to Wei Jie for helping me to cut and mix the songs..^^ Now I can focus on thinking what to do with the song..xD

Saw this..

真正的放下，是你不介意再度提起..^^

原谅自己吧黄馨琪...=)

TDS Final Dance Competition

Yesterday was THE DAY!!! THE BIG DAY!!! Hahaha!! Although I am not the participant, but Dua Space,  where I used to go and have ballet there, has so many students taking part this year!!!! So...I actually decided to go last minute, as I am struggling whether to take leave and watch...I am glad that I did go!!!

So I went with Ting Xin, my ballet friend..^^ We went there by bus that Dua Space rented..xD When we arrived there, foods and drinks have to be left outside...=.=''' And if you wanna eat, you have to go outside of the building and eat...>.< Luckily I brought some pumpkin kuih..=.=''' and Famous Amos biscuits..xD

This was taken before the results were announced..xD My ballet teacher Ms Yip and Ting Xin!! xD

(Left) : Rachel won the consolation prize!! (Right) : Sook Meng!! Cute little girl who is really flexible, 1st prize winner!!

(Left) : Alicia, a young girl who dance gymnastic too!! Encouragement award!! (Right) : Mandy!!She always strives hard to dance perfect!! 3rd prize winner!! ^^

 Get to take picture with this 2 handsome guys..xD hahaha!!! They know how to speak mandarin btw..:P Congratz for getting consolation prize!!

Sing Yuin!! Talented and young girl who can portray a dance with feelings so well!! 1st prize winner!! AGAIN!! xD 

There's a 42 years old lady participating in the Adult Open Category!!! Really amazing!! And so Ms Yip said wait till we (Queennie, Yuan, Xin Di, Ting Xin, Kar Yan, Me) are all 24 years old then together we participate in the Adult Open Cat. with Ms Yip!! xD hahaha!!! 

So happy for all of you!! Hard works do pay off!! ^^ Keep dancing and dance even better in the Asian Grand Prix in Hong Kong!! 

Epic+Fast6!!

过着非常愉快的一个星期..^^  Lecturer 来探望我们了!! Presentation 也完了!! Report 也差不多好了..^^ 想看的两套戏都看了!! 唯一没那么开心的是还需要做一个月的工...T.T 别人都7号就完了..T.T

星期五一放工，就和其他3个 Intern mates 去看 EPIC!!! 一直很想看的动画片，因为在网上看到好评加上本身对动画片特别喜爱..^^ 讲述一个非常热衷于森林里小人的一个男人...=.=''' 森林里分了两派小人，然后女主角又从普通人类变成小人帮助他们...^^ 总的来说真的很好看!!! xD 4 个加起来都有80岁的人看这套戏根本就不需要感到 paiseh...:P

最上面的是 Queen Tara..^^ 结果朋友看了告诉我 : " 你看，黑的也可以成为皇后哦!! " 是要来安慰我哦!! xD 哈哈哈!!! 

看了还赶着去买书...真的是 last minute!!! 只有当天在场的知道队伍有多长，我背着电脑跑得有多累..>.< 过后到 Delicious 找妈妈..xD 也是 last minute 啊哈哈哈!! xD 

又去了马六甲...xD 哈哈哈!!! 看了 Fast 6!! 幸好早就叫他买票，当天去到看到那个队伍真的是想看戏的 mood 都会没了的那么长!!!! >.< 啊看戏看到一半还和他讨论之前的情节...太久了把 Fast 1-5 的都忘记了...=.=''' 

去了 Tampin 的 Taman Rekreasi!! 啊其实这里真的很多公园啊，跑步的地方..而且每个地方都超多人在跑步的!!! 是不是 Tampin 人特别热爱运动?? 我要向他们看齐了哦..xD 然后去了那里的 pasar malam..^^ Erm..去的时候其实在车里就看到了..在 pasar malam 也看到真的有点吓到我啦哈哈哈!!! 转身要找他结果被吓到了...=.=''' 啊原谅我愣在那里..xD 

在 pasar malam 买了 burger ayam, choco ball, otak-otak 还有芒果!!! 最喜欢其实就是 otak-otak!!! xD 住宿舍时随时可以跑出去买，回来 Puchong 就没有吃了..T.T 超好吃的!! 晚餐还吃了很久以前吃过的 satay babi...xD 不错..xD

回来 TBS 的巴士又迟到了..啊真是的!!! 最不能忍受的是...驾得还真慢啊!!!!! 第一次遇到驾巴士慢的司机...=.='''

啊难得又一起穿情侣装..一模一样的穿了很 paiseh...=.=''' 不过本来说好要拍照的又忘记了!!! 啊真是的!!! 改次又要穿来拍哦...哈哈哈!!!

第一印象..笑容甜美..^^