现在快凌晨了..也不算是夜深哦...xD 只是在这种时候...特别会想东西吧...
最近真的不知道自己应该干嘛才对...总觉得做什么都不对...可是又好像是对的...心烦意乱...我只是不想再烦这些了...不想再回首过去几乎两年为了一个人一直哭的日子...不想心情啊..思绪啊..都跟着一个人走..只是想静下来..一个人..
我感觉到你不爱我了...我感觉到我们慢慢放下了...之前的伤心早就不在乎了...可是不爱了...我不能忽视...我曾经写过...2013年的我要学会不在乎你的不在乎...我做到了...你呢? 我之前再之前就有跟你说了我不开心...我不是一辈子都一定会跟你的...你不珍惜我我总有一天是会变的...结果这一天就这样到了...
结果你360度大转变...我从来没想过你会这样...忽然你变成了一个很细心体贴很爱很爱我的人...如果你以前这样...或许不需要到这样...有这样的一半...我就不会变了...为什么要这样转变? 事情到这个地步是有原因的...而我也累了...为什么不能就干脆恨我好了...为什么要搞得现在如此的狼狈...为什么现在会比之前的累还要累一百倍...
我以为的解脱...变成了现在这样...你过分的关心...我去哪做啥你都要知道...而我也需要时时刻刻告诉你不要想太多...叫你读书...要早点睡...
现在不想想太多...我对你好你对我好...就像平常...过后假期有空再慢慢想...慢慢看看自己内心是怎样想的...你有没有你想象中那么爱我...而我有没有想象中的打从心底放下了...
2013 年...就要这样结束了...好累...也好幸福...
一起搓汤圆...一起煮东西吃...一起速战速决的逛街...
有你对我好...我很幸福...你也是要幸福...=)
Thursday 26 December 2013
Tuesday 17 December 2013
#November2013
It's been a hectic month, I barely had enough time to sleep.....xD Hahaha!!! But I have time for dancing, movie, hangout....xD I always love November...xD
1) Queennie's 21st B'day Party
Queennie is 1 of my oldest friend...xD We used to dance ballet together, 38 together...xD Hahaha!!!
It's so nice that she had photobooth at her party!!! xD Lots of props you can choose to use and there is a machine, you just stand in front of the machine and touch the screen, it will countdown from 5 and your photo is taken!! xD It's nice!! It's my 1st time trying out this machine and those props...xD
OOTD!! xD hahahaha!!! Act cute somemore...=.=''' The heels are super high that I felt so pain after about 1 hr plus...>.<
Happy Birthday Queennie!!! xD Love you so so much...:P
2) Pas de deux
So I've always wanted to try out pas de deux...I know this can't really be categorized as pas de deux...but at least I get to try out some of the moves, and poses with a friend...xD It's my birthday present according to him...=.=''' Hehehe....but still...happy already...xD
3) Birthday Celebration
I've posted about this before...so hehehe...skip this part!! ^^
4) MUET
Like finally I've finished my MUET!!!! xD For the last 3 papers, we took it at dewan besar...It's really cold inside, and it affected us really much when we were doing writing paper..xD My hands keep on shaking...xD But....haiz....now we can only wait patiently for the result...xD Don't ask me about my MUET result if it comes out already....I don't think it will be good hahahaha!!!! xD
5) Labtest After Effect
What is labtest after effect? It's an after effect due to the high possibility of getting low marks in labtest...xD Hahahaha!!! Our game programming labtest was...not to say hard, it's quite hard...but if you have time you can finish it all...It required us to do so much stuff in just 2 hours...So after that labtest, we went crazy by going to Melaka Mall and watched "The Hunger Games : Catching Fire" xD Before that, we had our lunch at Secret Recipe!!
It's a fun day...xD Get to eat until full full and finally watched a movie that WE wanted to watch for so long...^^
6) Video/Photo Shooting
Hahaha!! My leg!! xD I helped out a friend by being their main character (okay, no other character except me...=.=''') in their video for their project...xD I didn't really selca as makeup already took almost 3 hours and I'm exhausted...xD And the whole shooting process was quite fun..xD They are super friendly too...xD
So this was how my November ended...Hmm...There was something too....but it's not officially happened during November so I will just leave it until #December...xD I've been really lazy in updating blog.....hopefully I won't lose all my passion in this...xD
1) Queennie's 21st B'day Party
Queennie is 1 of my oldest friend...xD We used to dance ballet together, 38 together...xD Hahaha!!!
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| Photobooth!! xD |
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| Yuan and Sis!! xD Elegant white is the theme!! xD |
It's so nice that Queennie's mum prepared Kelantan laksa!! It's my 1st time trying that and it tastes amazing!!! xD I even ate almost 2 bowls...xD Luckily my tummy didn't appear as I'm wearing a tight dress...xD
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| My ballet teacher, Miss Yip is the 1 on the left..xD with Queennie...xD So cute right!! xD |
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| With Queennie's mum too!! xD |
Happy Birthday Queennie!!! xD Love you so so much...:P
2) Pas de deux
So I've always wanted to try out pas de deux...I know this can't really be categorized as pas de deux...but at least I get to try out some of the moves, and poses with a friend...xD It's my birthday present according to him...=.=''' Hehehe....but still...happy already...xD
3) Birthday Celebration
I've posted about this before...so hehehe...skip this part!! ^^
4) MUET
Like finally I've finished my MUET!!!! xD For the last 3 papers, we took it at dewan besar...It's really cold inside, and it affected us really much when we were doing writing paper..xD My hands keep on shaking...xD But....haiz....now we can only wait patiently for the result...xD Don't ask me about my MUET result if it comes out already....I don't think it will be good hahahaha!!!! xD
5) Labtest After Effect
What is labtest after effect? It's an after effect due to the high possibility of getting low marks in labtest...xD Hahahaha!!! Our game programming labtest was...not to say hard, it's quite hard...but if you have time you can finish it all...It required us to do so much stuff in just 2 hours...So after that labtest, we went crazy by going to Melaka Mall and watched "The Hunger Games : Catching Fire" xD Before that, we had our lunch at Secret Recipe!!
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| Vegetarian Soba!! xD |
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| We used the WeChat apps and get 2 cakes for 1 cake price!! xD |
6) Video/Photo Shooting
So this was how my November ended...Hmm...There was something too....but it's not officially happened during November so I will just leave it until #December...xD I've been really lazy in updating blog.....hopefully I won't lose all my passion in this...xD
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