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你这个世界上最可怜最悲惨的人
和我这个世界上最冷酷的坏人

一路以来悲伤只有我自己承受
现在你有什么资格跟我说你伤不起

#December2013

开场白
没人知道, 做这个决定...之前...还是之后...我的心都很不舍...不舍曾经的美好...
"早知道伤心总是难免的, 你又何苦一往情深, 因为爱情总是难舍难分, 何必在意那一点点温存"
可是我不会后悔...我只能在回忆里怀念我们的美好...谢谢陪伴了我几乎两年的你...我无怨无悔...希望你也一样...=) 曾经的努力都不会白费...为了下一段更美好的旅程而奋斗...^^ 祝我们都幸福....=)

1) SGM Peace Week Performance

Huh!!! We didn't even take 1 photo for this event....=.=''' Went to campus and saw Xyndy explained about what messages that the event is trying to convey..^^ And I? I ran all over FTMK just to search for that guy who took the dance room key...=.='''

It's okay..xD But I just don't feel comfortable smiling while dancing hahaha!!! I should practice this more..>.< I don't like how I look during performance...But I think with more practice I can slowly change this side of me huh..^^

2) Frozen

I've been anticipating this for so so so long!!!! Before watching this, we went to Sukiya for dinner..^^ My 1st time there too and I think it serves pretty good foods..xD

Anyway, I went to watch Frozen..xD It's really a touching movie and when they sang " Do you want to build a snowman " and I find myself almost crying already...xD

3) PTUKM

Have been thinking whether to go for this event or not...As I'm new to KKKC so I don't really know anyone there. Luckily there's still dance members went there..xD PTUKM did a musical about a traditional mooncake shop and the appearance of many other modern mooncake shop, they eventually went bankrupt. Hmm...something like that but their focus is on family of course...xD It's quite a nice musical..:P I especially like the stage props which are all so detailed.

4) Sky Crescendo's Song Composing Competition

So we 5 people performed for Sky Crescendo's Song Composing Competition..xD Sky Crescendo is a club which what they do is to compose songs and sing and play instruments. I wish I can join too actually..>.< A lil modern, a lil hip hop, a lil break dance, a lil ballet, a lil K-pop, HAHAHA, that's what our dance is. Rojak of all these elements. xD

HAHAHA!!! These patterns of the day has its story behind. Not going to reveal it here. It only stays in the dance club HAHAHA!! If not someone might be punching and kicking me already...=.='''

5) KKKC Meeting

So nervous for this...=.=''' My 1st time meeting with KKKC as I cant attend the previous two...:P And I don't really know all of them so I just sit quietly and listen...xD And someone told me that I don't really belong to the meeting...>.< Okay.....So I will try hard to get close....how how..>.< I am not really sociable hahahaha..>.< I didn't talk not because I'm fear of them being serious, it's just I don't know what to talk about..>.< Maybe time will get us closer...^^

6) SAF

SAF = Sukan Antara Fakulti. Basically every faculty will have students compete for each sport events. xD And my housemate Fong Ling, who competed in last year basketball event, this year she tukar bidang and competed in badminton event. xD And her faculty team get the 1st!! xD

To show that we really were there to support!! xD Fei Ming and me..xD

Fong Ling and with Limbeh at the back..xD

After Fong Ling's badminton event finished, we went to watch basketball event. xD Under the scorching hot sun..>.< So you can imagine how dark I've became..>.< But Fei Ming and Fong Ling don't seem to have much changes in their skin colour...=.=''' Maybe my skin is just really good in absorbing sunlight rays or I don't know what..>.<

This year basketball event was really intense. Most of the guys teams only have a small difference of 1 mark..>.< FKP is still the champion..xD

With U to the S to the O to the P!! xD He has so many fans out there...xD

Limbeh again!! xD Ni Hen Yeng ar!!! xD

Limbeh is one of our diploma friend who is so hilarious...xD And he did well in this year SAF!! xD Shouted his name so loudly with Fei Ming..xD

Saw Limbeh's shirt?? xD With Foo Zhan...xD

The champion...xD

With 1st runner up..xD They are really super tall!!!! xD And they are really geng..:P

With Jared, the one who's also dancing at the song composing competition..xD

7) Jogging

HAHAHA!!! It's been so long since I last went jogging..>.< Due to my laziness, and part of the reason is that I don't have a suitable sport shoes..>.< I'm gonna buy a new 1!!! So I went to jogging with Fong Ling, she's the 1 who jogs, I'm the 1 walking fast..xD And we jogged to guys house. Stopped to play with puppies!! xD

So CUTE!!!! xD

8) Pre-Winter Solstice Celebration

Went to AEON before that with my coursemates to buy presents for the birthday girl!! xD And after that, I went to celebrate pre-winter solstice...xD Wow! They actually did the tang yuan themselves..xD I helped a lil too lar..xD But I didn't talk really much, too tired to make small talks after whole day of shopping..>.<

Tang Yuan in Soya..xD Stole from someone's fb..xD

9) Birthday Celebration

So after the pre-celebration solstice, I went to celebrate Shu Yuan's and Fong Ling's b'day!! xD Everyone was busy as finals were coming already and supper is the only time everyone was free..xD So we went to Hungry Bear for supper!!! xD

B'day girls!! xD

Me and Ming with both of the birthday gals!! xD

Took pic with the Christmas tree!! xD

Group pic!! xD

10) Video Shooting Part 2

Went for the video shooting again..xD This will be the last time already...:P It's quite fast, we took only 30 minutes to shoot..xD Went to IOI Mall later...Dinner at BBQ Plaza..xD And went home to go for yumcha..:P

My forever weird and cute friend Yuan!! :P

11) Yumcha at Food Talk

After the video shooting, I went to yumcha with Han Hong and Wei Jun, and my sister joined us!! xD Saw many people posted about Food Talk so we decided to go this place..:P

Test tubes...Don't ever try cause it's not worth it lar..>.<

My fried mushroom as I already had a heavy dinner..xD

The good thing about Food Talk is that they provide lots of board games to play. We played " 10 Days in Asia " and I forgot the other 1 already...Both are really nice!!! xD

10 Days in Asia..xD

Both of my winning streaks..xD

12) Outing with family at Sunway Pyramid!!

Since I'm at Melaka for almost the whole December, so when I finally went back to Puchong I just had to take some time to go to any shopping mall just to see all those Christmas deco..xD We set the theme as white, so that explain our same colour outfit...xD

Sis with the angel wings...xD

Me and mum!! 

13) Tons and tons of project

Hmm...3rd year is certainly a lil different from the previous year...Getting busier with lots of project....I cannot imagine how would next sem be, as I have to manage club activities and my final year projects all together in 4 months..>.< 

14) Study Week

Nothing to say about study week...But Fong Ling, Wei Jie and me went to sing K once during study week!!! xD It's quite fun...:P And we presented our system during study week..>.< Lecturer seems to be satisfied with our works....hahahaha...Wei Jie's work perhaps cause he work really hard for the system..:P

I just have to show this..xD Wrap made by me!!! :P

15) Christmas

Didn't really celebrate Christmas...Study week..>.< But I went to Melaka Mall for less than 1 hour to buy a jeans!!! :P 

16) Sakura House

Wanna try Sakura House for a long time already and finally I had the chance to try it!!! With Ong...So actually we are still in good term...hmm..I can't explain...=.=''' So anyway...we went here and had our dinner!!

Okonomiyaki!!

Set meal is very cheap!! xD

Sushi!! They prepare everything in big portion..xD

Vanilla Red Bean Ice Cream!!

It was quite a pleasant visit to Sakura House!!! xD

17) Vivo

Had to use the voucher so we went to Vivo!!!

Scallop!!

Pizzas!!! Normal lar..>.<

18) Eat till I vomit

This happened during New Year Eve..>.< I went for steamboat with Ong...Just a dinner together...And I ate until I vomit..=.=''' It's steamboat buffet..>.<

Super full ar!!!!

Later on I went back to my house....And Ong took these...xD Hahaha!!! So just played like a small kid in front of my house...:P
我以为我能放下...其实我放不下...放不下你曾经对我好的回忆...也放不下你现在对我好的举动...不过我知道这是对的选择...我要继续往前走...同时为自己擦眼泪...再帮助你坚强...我曾经很爱很爱你...谢谢你...^^

2014 年要更好!!

啊就分析分析一下我其实是多么的无知...=.=''' 以为容易啊...=.=''' 2014 年要做一些比较有建设性的 wishlist 了...xD

2013 Wishlist..xD
1) 变白..xD wakakaka!!!!
啊这个完全很明显就是 fail....=.=''' 我本来都 okay 的了结果12月就跑去看SAF (Sukan Antara Fakulti)....结果就完全黑得像炭了...>.<

2) 努力读书?? >.< 
嗯......这个.....就不好讲啦...不是不要读书....真的忙到!!!! xD

3) 一个星期运动一次!!! 
哈哈哈!!! 这个因为每个星期有在学校跳舞所以应该可以算是搭成了吧!! xD

4) 继续跳舞..^^
嘿嘿嘿...谢谢你们让我有机会继续跳舞咯..^^ 几乎每个星期早到在那儿练习芭蕾...=D

5) 多多和朋友聚一聚!!! xD
这个我觉得有做到啦!! xD 谢谢朋友也时常 jio 我...xD 我喜欢这样...所以今年要再接再厉..:P

6) 换发型!!!
唉...本来真的要换的了...不过....因为要跳舞所以还是搁着先...

7) 保持身材..:p 哈哈哈!!!
这项我有做得不错咯!!! 就只是到最后几天一直吃罢了..>.<

8) 常常和大学朋友搞活动!! xD
哈哈哈!!! 算有啦...xD 一起跳舞一起逛街一起吃东西看电影还有一起搞生日 party..xD

9) 让英文进步??
啊好了这个不说了...MUET 过了就算了...xD

10) 不在他面前唱歌!!!!
哈哈哈...明显完全 fail...xD

那在2014年我要的不多.....
­2014 Resolution
- Forge stronger relationship with friends and family
- Be fit
- Dance more
- Be more sociable
- Do a better job as dance club leader
- Universal Studio here I come!
最后还有一个....希望爱我的和我爱的...能够一直幸福快乐..^^ 

2013 这一年

其实还有一个 #December2013 还没 post 的....不过算了..xD 那个迟些有空再补上...xD

2013 本是不错的一年, 因为是我迈向2字头的一年...:P 20 岁的我, 在这2013年好像长大了哦!! xD 做了很多以前没做的, 也开始想着未来了..^^

和一位4年没见的朋友吃饭..xD 我们是在 IBM EXITE Camp 认识的...^^ 很高兴她主动约我出来聚一聚..^^

过后就是两位朋友的 Farewell Party 啦...还蛮熟的朋友...=( 去美国读书...其中一位看到我拿 Coach 的 handbag 还说改次买一个给我哈哈哈!! ^^

还有也第一次走了 Bukit Beruang 山...xD 啊就一次罢了...xD 真的没想要再爬了啦..>.< 很斜很斜啊...膝盖痛啊又老了一岁不能这样了啦..xD

跳过新年啦...4月第一次 Internship...>.< 真不幸运啊进了一间那样的公司....什么正经事都没做成天叫我们打电话这个那个的...>.< 不过比较好的是和几位朋友一起做, 午餐可以一起在 Mid Valley 吃好料, 时不时又有朋友陪我留下来等妈妈陪我讲心事...=D 还是有开心的...xD 一个人时还时常去 Borders 读故事书..^^ 读了好多哦....超开心的...xD 故事书都不用买了...:P

然后就是包括 Internship 总共放了半年假啊.....从4月到9月...虽然4月到6月都在 internship...xD 不过还真的放了好长好长的假期.....这长长的假期...中间我去了 Phuket...xD 还是特地请一天假去的...xD 再来就是下了马六甲几次...见见某人这样...xD

过后这一定要说的就是我吃了人生的第一个 Pavlova!!!! 就在 Alexis!! 让我对它印象深刻!!!! 超超好吃的!!!!! 我一定会回去再光顾的...xD

啊还有最最重要的竟然忘了写!!!! Langkawi 之旅啊!!! 和大学一班朋友一起去的!! 很开心一起搭飞机去到那里还玩了水上游戏..^^

还有就是要开学时去了韩国!! xD 哈哈哈...超开心的...xD 喜欢吃的泡菜可以天天吃到...xD 然后去的时候又是夏天, 不需要包得好像裹粽子这样了...xD

还有就是担任了UTeM 中华文化学会的舞蹈班班长....xD 就只是小小的班长这样啦...xD 我其实很没有信心要当的啦.....不过想试试看...^^ 结果....还不错啦...xD 就只是忙了很多这样...>.< 加上 diploma 最后一年了嘛....唉....>.<

结果就目前为止在 UTeM 表演了4次...好多啊!!! 中秋晚会, 毕业典礼,  Peace Week 和 Sky Crescendo 的创作歌曲比赛...xD 虽然表情还是很木讷...不过会努力努力再努力的!! xD 然后就开会了一次....紧张死我了...谁都不认识..>.<

再来还有看朋友比赛吧...xD 打羽毛球比赛还有篮球比赛....搞得我现在黑到不像人啊!!!! >.< 不过还蛮值得的...因为真的很好看啊!!! xD

之前还有一个小插曲...啊其实是蛮大的..>.< 然后把本来很不愉快的 2013 变成了很累的 2013...不过却变得更幸福了...如果是以前的话...哈哈哈...人很犯贱的啦...:P 坏时就不顾一切的爱...好了的时候却....唉....唯有留到 2014 再慢慢想咯...

嘿嘿...才记得漏了一样...xD 我竟然帮朋友的 project 当女主角啊!! 啊就我一个人的 video 啦其实...=.=''' 哈哈哈!! 不过我本来就胆小又不敢在陌生人面前坐这些事的...xD 突破自己也帮到朋友!! ^^

在31/12/2013, 我们组还要 present 我们的 project...>.< 忙了很久, 也创下我本身的记录...6点早上才睡觉...=.=''' 总之就完成了啦!! xD 一点都没有 new year feel 啊!!! >.< 不过还是有玩了小小的烟花哈哈哈!!!!

希望2014会更好...=) 谢谢所有陪我过了2013的家人朋友...^^ 2013充满了日常生活的悲伤和偶尔的快乐还有更大的责任....哈哈哈!!! 我可以做得更好!! 21 岁的自己一定会更好!!