夜深人静...

现在快凌晨了..也不算是夜深哦...xD 只是在这种时候...特别会想东西吧...

最近真的不知道自己应该干嘛才对...总觉得做什么都不对...可是又好像是对的...心烦意乱...我只是不想再烦这些了...不想再回首过去几乎两年为了一个人一直哭的日子...不想心情啊..思绪啊..都跟着一个人走..只是想静下来..一个人..

我感觉到你不爱我了...我感觉到我们慢慢放下了...之前的伤心早就不在乎了...可是不爱了...我不能忽视...我曾经写过...2013年的我要学会不在乎你的不在乎...我做到了...你呢? 我之前再之前就有跟你说了我不开心...我不是一辈子都一定会跟你的...你不珍惜我我总有一天是会变的...结果这一天就这样到了...

结果你360度大转变...我从来没想过你会这样...忽然你变成了一个很细心体贴很爱很爱我的人...如果你以前这样...或许不需要到这样...有这样的一半...我就不会变了...为什么要这样转变? 事情到这个地步是有原因的...而我也累了...为什么不能就干脆恨我好了...为什么要搞得现在如此的狼狈...为什么现在会比之前的累还要累一百倍...

我以为的解脱...变成了现在这样...你过分的关心...我去哪做啥你都要知道...而我也需要时时刻刻告诉你不要想太多...叫你读书...要早点睡...

现在不想想太多...我对你好你对我好...就像平常...过后假期有空再慢慢想...慢慢看看自己内心是怎样想的...你有没有你想象中那么爱我...而我有没有想象中的打从心底放下了...

2013 年...就要这样结束了...好累...也好幸福...
一起搓汤圆...一起煮东西吃...一起速战速决的逛街...
有你对我好...我很幸福...你也是要幸福...=)

#November2013

It's been a hectic month, I barely had enough time to sleep.....xD Hahaha!!! But I have time for dancing, movie, hangout....xD I always love November...xD

1) Queennie's 21st B'day Party

Queennie is 1 of my oldest friend...xD We used to dance ballet together, 38 together...xD Hahaha!!!

Photobooth!! xD

It's so nice that she had photobooth at her party!!! xD Lots of props you can choose to use and there is a machine, you just stand in front of the machine and touch the screen, it will countdown from 5 and your photo is taken!! xD It's nice!! It's my 1st time trying out this machine and those props...xD

Yuan and Sis!! xD Elegant white is the theme!! xD

It's so nice that Queennie's mum prepared Kelantan laksa!! It's my 1st time trying that and it tastes amazing!!! xD I even ate almost 2 bowls...xD Luckily my tummy didn't appear as I'm wearing a tight dress...xD

My ballet teacher, Miss Yip is the 1 on the left..xD with Queennie...xD So cute right!! xD

With Queennie's mum too!! xD

OOTD!! xD hahahaha!!! Act cute somemore...=.=''' The heels are super high that I felt so pain after about 1 hr plus...>.<

Happy Birthday Queennie!!! xD Love you so so much...:P

2) Pas de deux

So I've always wanted to try out pas de deux...I know this can't really be categorized as pas de deux...but at least I get to try out some of the moves, and poses with a friend...xD It's my birthday present according to him...=.=''' Hehehe....but still...happy already...xD

3) Birthday Celebration

I've posted about this before...so hehehe...skip this part!! ^^

4) MUET

Like finally I've finished my MUET!!!! xD For the last 3 papers, we took it at dewan besar...It's really cold inside, and it affected us really much when we were doing writing paper..xD My hands keep on shaking...xD But....haiz....now we can only wait patiently for the result...xD Don't ask me about my MUET result if it comes out already....I don't think it will be good hahahaha!!!! xD

5) Labtest After Effect

What is labtest after effect? It's an after effect due to the high possibility of getting low marks in labtest...xD Hahahaha!!! Our game programming labtest was...not to say hard, it's quite hard...but if you have time you can finish it all...It required us to do so much stuff in just 2 hours...So after that labtest, we went crazy by going to Melaka Mall and watched "The Hunger Games : Catching Fire" xD Before that, we had our lunch at Secret Recipe!!

Vegetarian Soba!! xD

We used the WeChat apps and get 2 cakes for 1 cake price!! xD

It's a fun day...xD Get to eat until full full and finally watched a movie that WE wanted to watch for so long...^^

6) Video/Photo Shooting

Hahaha!! My leg!! xD I helped out a friend by being their main character (okay, no other character except me...=.=''') in their video for their project...xD I didn't really selca as makeup already took almost 3 hours and I'm exhausted...xD And the whole shooting process was quite fun..xD They are super friendly too...xD

So this was how my November ended...Hmm...There was something too....but it's not officially happened during November so I will just leave it until #December...xD I've been really lazy in updating blog.....hopefully I won't lose all my passion in this...xD

Blessed 20th Birthday~~!!

Finally I turned 20 officially!! xD Guess this indicates a new start of my life..xD This is the first time I'll be at Melaka on my birthday. So my family celebrated with me before the actual date. ^^

1) Family Celebration

We went to Levain!! It's famous for its pastry and cakes..xD But before that, we went for a movie, "Thor 2" !! I think it's better than the 1st 1 and it's quite hilarious..xD

My dad suggested that we go to Levain, as he went there before and personally thinks that Levain serves good pastry..xD It is a banglo with nice environment so I guess that's why many people love to go there. That day was just too crowded that I simply overlooked the surroundings. >.< Maybe I will go back again..xD

I'm so excited when I saw Pavlova!!!! As I tried before Alexis's Pavlova, I've always wanted to try pavlova again!!! xD Walked around and saw so many pastry..xD I'm not really a fan of pastry, but I still love to eat cakes..xD

The round round 1 is my Pavlova!! xD Although doesn't taste as nice as Alexis's..

My sis chose Green Tea Tiramisu while my cousin chose Half-Baked Cheese!! ^^ Dad chose lots and lots of breads...xD Hahahaha!! We chose Vegetarian Aglio Olio Spaghetti and Creamy Mushroom Spaghetti too!! I think the spaghetti is just enough for 1 person, but we were sharing between 6 person, so....it's a lil insufficient..>.<

Cousin, sis and dad!! xD So cute lar my dad!! xD

I love you all!! ^^ <3 <3

Photo Session!!! xD Took lots of pictures!! xD Wore a nice dress that I bought with Ong..xD I think it's a lil too over but my dad said that if I didn't wear nice clothes and dress now then gonna wait till when only wear it..xD

Went to Golden Spoon Pan Mee for 2nd round..xD Pastry is just not enough as lunch..xD Hahaha!!!

Pretty Ladies~~ Thanks to the handsome photographer....xD

Thanks for the celebration!!!  I love you all so much...^^

2) Celebration at Melaka

Wonder whether I should call it a celebration with who, as it was suggested by my sis, cake bought by him, and it occurred in my house with my housemates and my sis's friends..xD

It was a day before my real birthday...I had dance practice at campus and I reached home at about 11++pm..It's quite late already so I just took a shower and washed my hair. While I finished changing clothes inside my room, my sis won't let me out!! Ohh, forgot to mention that my sis came to Melaka with me..^^ So after awhile, she came in and talked to me and I saw her friends at the living room..xD And so coincidentally her friend is just staying right opposite my house..xD So we talked for a while and suddenly they turned off the lights and he came out with a birthday cake..xD I know they were planning something but I'm genuinely shocked that he was already in the house..xD I thought he's going to appear from outside the house or what..xD

My hair is so WET!!! And he looks more tired than me...xD

So nice of you guys to take picture of me while my hair is so wet..HAHAHA!!! >.< Thanks yea!!! And thanks him for the cake..xD Thanks my sis for suggesting and planned this with him...xD Love you all!! :P

3) Celebration with him

Actually it's not really a celebration, just a special day to hangout together...As we always cook our own dinner, finally it's the day where we get to eat some ho liao outside!! xD It's my actual birthday and it's a Tuesday!! He had class until 6pm, so what I do is...spend my day with my sis and our friends, Mean Bei and Mean Shan!! xD

A small part of Dim Sum that we ordered!!

I only knew my class cancel in the morning, so I joined my sis and Mean Bei for dim sum breakfast!! xD It's quite nice, except that I'm not used to put parking coupon at the area so I kena my 1st saman..>.< Paid for RM10 only..xD Back to my house and chit-chatted together..xD And visited MMU!! :P

Met Mean Shan there, and we accompanied Mean Shan to have her lunch. MMU is really crowded as there are many activities held at the student lounge I think...It's to introduce new students at MMU about some club activities..xD

After their class, I fetched them to my house to enjoy some...erm...kimchi wrap with lettuce..xD They bought some fruits for us and I happen to ask my friends to buy Klebang Coconut Shake for them!! xD It's really fun just to eat together and talked to each other..:P Paiseh lar...no picture as pictures are at my sis's Ipad..>.<

After preparing and finally off to his house and fetched my friends back and my sis to Melaka Sentral, I'm so shocked at what he wore!!! Particularly because we look like this!!!!

Is it mere coincidence? HAHAHA...>.< We looked so funny together, we didn't even plan to wear like this together..>.< Went for dinner at Kensington and "Ender's Game"!! Kensington is okay, price is still okay..xD Ender's Game is quite nice, except I somehow think that the climax is not enough oomph..>.<

Look so dark here..xD Kensington!!

Appetizer...I love sotong...xD

4) Celebration with Dance Club

Hahaha!!! >.< This occurs 1 day after my birthday...It was quite shocking...I totally didn't see this coming...xD So I had dance practice with some friends...And we just keep dancing...I never sense something was wrong, until suddenly Ong came in with a birthday cake and they started to sing birthday song...xD HAHAHA!!!!

Stole from Hayden's Insta...xD 

Ong met one of them at the stairs and been forced to present the cake to me hahahaha!!!! Thanks for buying the cake and celebrate with me wor!! ^^ Although we didn't know each other for long, but still, thanks yea!! ^^ And I really love the cake..xD It's nice!! xD

5) Celebration with THE GALS!!

This happened on Friday..xD All of my Friday class cancelled, so we spent time to dress up and make up hahahahaa!!!! The 1st time I make up not because of performance..xD It's just light make up with mascara and BB cream..xD So we went to Wazen for some Japanese Cuisine...xD Too bad Michelle can't attend..>.<

Before going out!! xD

It's really nice as we booked a room and we can selca as much as we like in the room..:P And the price is not really expensive!! We each ordered a set, except Xyndy who ordered Tempura and a sushi, and shared 2 bowls of Takoyaki and 1 Avocado Unagi Maki!! ^^ It's nice..xD

Hahaha!!! You must be wondering how can 7 of us fit into the screen right!!! Besides my skill for taking group selca, Xyndy's wide lens help a lot!! xD So we easily fit into the photo...:P

Our dinner!!! So many and nice!!! This whole lot cost about RM224++ including tax!!

Later on, we went back to Bukit Beruang and went for chiong K at Crazy Mike!! xD With guys..xD It's quite a fun day..xD

Thanks for the celebration, thanks for belanja and thanks for presents!! xD I will try to finish my body soap as soon as possible hahahaha!!! >.<

Thanks so much!! It's like my birthday lasted for a week..xD Hahahaha!! It's a great start huh...xD No longer 1 in front of my age...xD Finally I feel like getting older already hahahaha!!! xD It's been a...erm...many memorable birthday celebration..xD I'm a happy girl...xD

*It's so long overdue...I'm busy...>.< And finally MUET is over..xD *

#October2013

Update on events happened during October!! Time flies huh...xD

1) Short and Sweet

Stole this from sis's fb..xD

Went to Short and Sweet as my sis joined this competition with her UM friends..xD It's so nice to be dancing again huh...I wish I had the chance...xD And maybe next time we will form a group of ex-ballet mates and join this competition..xD Just to enjoy what we used to do everyday..xD

2) MUET Speaking Test

Uhuh..>.< Most of my diploma friends and I taking this November session MUET. And since we didn't really learn before how to score in MUET, we are on our own!! So we gather sometimes to practice for our speaking test..xD And that's quite fun actually...:P Communicating in english with friends that you speak chinese to definitely feel weird but quite fun..xD

So speaking test is finally over!! Although the group discussion is a lil messy, I just feel relieved that it's over!! So now left 3 papers to work on!!

3) ConvoFest!!

It's on 25th of October..>.< Barely had enough time to choreograph and practice..>.< However we managed to pull it off quite well!! xD Everyone danced so neat and tidy!!! Feel so happy!! xD

With the traditional dance costume..xD

Our dance club T-Shirt..xD

Love the redness of the shirt..xD HAHAHA!!! xD We look fantastic in the T-Shirt!! xD So happy to be performing with a bunch of friends..xD

Messy hair...>.<

Pretend that I'm wearing the shirt..xD

October ended just like that. And I get sick everytime 1 performance ended. Part of the reason is him finding me late at night after the performance, and I had to rush to finish an assignment so that I can go shop for white dress for my friend's birthday party..xD

I'm...disappointed that he doesn't care much about what I do...what I dance...how was it...but everything will be okay..=) at least I would like to think so...=) So...November, please be nice to me..=D

没事

很多事..
说了伤感情..
说了不明了..

不说..
就当作没事吧..
没一回事..
你也不明白我在说什么..
只顾说我不体谅..
没事吧..
没力气生气解释了..

食物篇?

看了朋友写写关于在马六甲出去吃的食物和自己在家里 a.k.a 宿舍煮的食物篇啦...想想...何时我也能那么厉害啊哈哈哈!!! xD

认识我的朋友都知道我从小就不需要自己烦恼这些东西..觉得还蛮不错的, 蛮感兴趣的..可是就没有机会下厨啊...啊机会是自己制造的哦...=.=''' 制造过了也被骂过了...=.=''' 所以真的真的都没有机会啦!!! 别质疑我了哈哈哈!!! xD

然后就中五后就到了日本3个星期...那时候是唯一我真的下厨的时候..^^ 在日本就和一位朋友逛那里附近的三间超市, 像 auntie 一样比价钱啊...xD 日本朋友还教了一些简单的...okonomiyaki, nikujaga 和 oyakodon 的...xD 我啊, 在拿 spm 成绩当天还做了 okonomiyaki 给我中学朋友吃呢!! 姐姐生日时也做了...xD

那来到这里...第三年..自己在外面住了..^^ 终于有厨房有冰箱了!!! xD 也和他一起下厨好几次咯!!! 几乎天天都煮啊...所以在这里几乎两个月了我只去过 MMU Corner, Sushi King 和 Mc D 吃东西...=.=''' 大部分都在家里自己煮...xD

其中的一些些..xD

啊好像很厉害哦...=.=''' 其实不以为然....嗯...我的厨艺有待加强...最重要是...我真的很怕自己下厨..T.T 我很怕我真的把厨房给炸爆了...>.< 不过幸好也有朋友帮助啦, 我有很成功的做过午餐拿去学校和他一起吃咯...:P 还有自己准备晚餐和他一起吃...xD 哈哈哈!!! 都很不错吧!!! xD

Weekend 自己在家就随便煮 miso 汤 miso 面和生菜...xD 都是他不能接受的...=.=''' 啊容易方便又健康..^^ 啊总之...想说的就是...朋友听到我要煮就全部摆那种样子啦...=.=''' 拜托!!! 我会慢慢进步的..xD 哈哈哈!!! xD 不过有一点要称赞的是...男生朋友好多都会去买菜煮菜的..xD 很不错吧!!! xD 比我还强好多...T.T 可悲的我啊!!! xD

会努力加强的啦!!! 那位没在嫌弃就好....xD

#September2013

Just realized I didn't really blog about what happened after Year 3 started. xD So the 1st event we did is....

1) MoonFest BBQ Party!!!!

 It's a nice thing to be living so close to each other. We all live in the same taman, so we decided to plan a BBQ Party to celebrate Mooncake Festival!!! So some of us went to buy lots of stuffs from pasar and supermarkets before the real day. Whoa...Chicken breasts, chicken wings and drumsticks cost us about RM140++...Can imagine how much we ate huh...:P

This is the only pic that I have that really showed that we were BBQ-ing...>.< Paiseh lar...xD Hahaha!!! I know you guys won't see my blog so I post this HAHAHA!!! >.<

Super shock expression....xD

Me, Chui Wei and Xyndy! Taken using Xyndy's Instax Cam!!

So besides busy eating foods, we had a Sing K session too...=.=''' Sang in the living room while some sitiing outside enjoying their foods..xD Oh, forget to mention that guys even drew "中秋节快了" and posted at their house as decoration!! xD Really got the 中秋节 atmosphere huh..:P

2) MoonFest!!
UTeM KKKC Club had organised a Moonfest at UTeM...xD So we had to perform 1 dance lar...>.< It's quite rushing as this event occurred on 27th of September, we only had not more than 3 weeks to practice..T.T But we really did put a lot of effort in it...xD

This is how I look! xD Our club T-Shirt!! xD

Girls ROX!! xD 

It's so nice that everyone was able to join that event..xD It's our last year and we didn't really join much UTeM events before, and finally here we are!! xD

Friends who performed with me!! ^^

Me and Xue Yan!! xD

Me and Ong!! xD

It's so nice that he prepared dinner for me...xD He cooked fried rice and dabao for me as I don't have the time to eat at home...xD Thanks really much!! xD

After the performance and all, I joined my friends for games!! It's really fun seeing them enjoyed themselves so much...xD

One of the game..xD Super funny to see them work together to win the game...xD

Of course to play all these games, we had to buy coupons...:P Coupons can be used to buy foods and drinks too!!

Girls!! xD

A lil blur, but this is the only photos that MOST of us are in it...xD

After MoonFest, we went back, wanted to sing K, but rooms were fully booked....So we changed plan and went to yumcha at Old Town instead..^^ Had a great night!! xD

That's how my September ended..^^ A lil busy, a lil tension, a lil stress, that's how my life is now. Although moonfest is over, but I still have to prepare for convocation performances..T.T And MUET...I guess I don't have much time to update blog too...T.T